Close enough to start a war All that I have is on the floor God only knows what we're fighting for All that I say, you always say more
I can't keep up with your turning tables Under your thumb, I can't breathe
So I won't let you close enough to hurt me No, I won't ask you, you to just desert me I cant give you, what you think you gave me It's time to say goodbye to turning tables To turning tables
Under hardest guise I see ooh Where love is lost, your ghost is found I braved a hundred storms to leave you As hard as you try, no I will never be knocked down
I can't keep up with your turning tables Under your thumb, I can't breathe
So I won't let you close enough to hurt me, no I won't ask you, you to just desert me I cant give you, what you think you gave me It's time to say goodbye to turning tables Turning tables
Next time I'll be braver I'll be my own savior When the thunder calls for me Next time I'll be braver I'll be my own savior Standing on my own two feet
I won't let you close enough to hurt me, no I won't ask you, you to just desert me I cant give you, what you think you gave me It's time to say goodbye to turning tables To turning tables Turning tables, yeah Turning ohh
Friday, April 22, 2011
Strangers, again
21:15
stage 7... how i wish i could go back to stage 4 and do the right thing..
sometimes one party might have closed the chapter and moved on but the other party might not have..
knowing that she has moved on and now with her current bf.. it hurts badly.. till now i know i still love her.. evidently i have moved on and closed the chapter after going through alot of pain and unhappiness.. deleting her from FB (which i totally regret till now)and taking up new stuff including my latest ex korean gf.. but i have moved on..
my only regret is that i have found courage to add her on fb again.. but i know that she had not response to it or maybe she has rejected it.. but i do wish that we can be friends again..
if you are reading this.. i just want to be friends..
Saturday, April 02, 2011
sigh...
17:46
It's sad to know that you r a dirty little secret of ur ex.. Buried deep away from her.. Sigh.. Why is she affecting me so.. :(
Friday, April 01, 2011
tired...
23:50
have you ever reach a point that after trying so hard to make things work is so tiring
especially when the other party is not helping
time and time again that she hurts u so bad
be it small things or even ridiculous things
you still forgive and try even harder
but once you reach the pinnacle
it's like everything stops
u sit down and you look back at the things you have done
