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I have been searching for a long time,
something I am missing in my life,
I hear you whispering your songs in the blowing autumn leaves,
I see you playing hide and seek with me in the fluffy wandering clouds.
Sometimes I see momentary brightness in my dreams,
I see your figure moving like a ray of hope in the bright sunny days,
I envision your smile filling my heart with warmth in the light soaking rains,
I feel your presence giving me a will to live in the dark and dreary nights.
I searched for you all over the town,
I thought I would find you in the miracles of cyberspace,
I wandered looking for you in temples and chuches,
I thought I might even find you amongst our friends and relatives.
May be you are always very close to me,
In searching every corner, I forget to look inside me,
when I seek earnestly, I discover,
you are waiting for me in my heart, as always, forever.
-JNP
Sunday, December 25, 2005
Flesh
as delicate as petals arching
before they wither.
Her skin
as fair as the cloud-
sequined sky
stripped of dawn; her hair
the intensity of the night
devoid of stellar mockery
and lunar pride. She moves
with the grace of a solitary
ripple on a lake,
at one with the wind
to lament the passing
of rain. Falling like dew
from burdened leaves, her tears
unnerve
the ground that cradles
every impression left
behind. She walks
(she crawls) her last
while the earth trembles
(and the heavens grieve)
at the thought of such
exquisite feast
- Souless
Displaced
22:29Madness --
its advent signifies
the gradation of defiance,
breeding vagaries of abstraction
as stimuli become
reconfigured into
the sight and sound of you. I perceive
what eludes me, despite
bemusement of logic. Somehow
lucid and somewhat lost, I see and hear
you move and speak (through me, to me).
And were I to doubt the world
considerably, perhaps
I would cease
to be an illusion, becoming real
as the ever anticipated whisper on my skin heralds
the shattering of my sanity's worth
of waiting.
- Souless
Saturday, December 24, 2005
The Keys to Your Heart
00:04The Keys to Your Heart 
You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.
In love, you feel the most alive when everything is uncertain, one moment heaven... the next moment hell.
You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.
Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.
In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.
Saturday, December 10, 2005
"I have found the paradox that if I love until it hurts, then there is no hurt, but only more love."
- M.T
Monday, December 05, 2005
I Found a Reason ( Velvet Underground, "Loaded" LP )
00:02Oh I do believe
In all the things you say
What comes is better than what came before
And you'd better come come, come come to me
Better come come, come come to me
Better run, run run, run run to me
Better come
Oh I do believe
In all the things you say
What comes is better that what came before
And you'd better run run, run run to me
Better run, run run, run run to me
Better come, come come, come come to me
You'd better run