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Monday, October 31, 2005
Taurus (Apr 20 - May 20)
21:35

The Bottom Line
A different culture offers ways to spend a day -- explore art and music for ideas.

In Detail
You've never been famous for your out and out love of surprises and sudden change. Still, if anyone knows about all work and no play, it's you -- so when something unusual and unexpected happens, even if you're not tickled about the event itself, you do invariably end up being quite tickled (okay, and maybe just a touch smug) to be the one person involved who wasn't completely thrown off-course by whatever just happened.


Wednesday, October 26, 2005
*sigh*
19:58

Fell for a Sagittarius? Don't expect this union to be all sweetness and light. You've got work to do and the question is whether or not your natural inertia will permit you to dig in and do it.

Your lover is ruled by Jupiter the planet of bountiful luck. You will discover your lover brims with optimism. In contrast, you are always preparing for a rainy day; you will be the staunch realist and the practical part of this twosome. Your lover could come to view you as dark and gloomy, and in turn, you may think your Sagittarius is a tad too willing to live life on the edge. As a fixedsign, you aren't likely to change your point of view, but since your partner is a mutablesign -- and therefore more adaptable -- he or she will probably curtail his or her spending to accommodate your need for a secure lifestyle. There is one area which will call for your understanding: Sagittarius need to travel occasionally and indulge their interest in study. Even though you won't always be able to fathom why this is so critically important, you will be likely to oblige your lover in this regard. Luckily, Taurus usually make good incomes. One of you is going to have to fully or partially front Sagittarius' expenses.

You are more commitment-minded, which is going to cause initial problems. You will be ready to exchange rings and vows sooner than your Sagittarius, for this is the sign of the bachelor (male or female). Individuality and freedom of movement are priorities to Sagittarius. Understand that your lover needs freedom to develop his or her full potential, not to two-time you or to be promiscuous. You, on the other hand, are very possessive, so be prepared for your Sagittarius to rebel against any demands you make. Press too hard with "to have and to hold" and Sagittarius will be out the door and running for the airport.

Your ways of expressing yourselves are different, too. You have always seen yourself as a basically rational and truthful person. But if you feel your opinion is going to offend someone, Venus your ruler, will make you think twice about blurting your thoughts out harshly. You believe some things are better left unsaid. However, Sagittarius almost never agree with this line of thinking, so you may often find yourself on the receiving end of a blunt remark that will take days to recover from. When you bring your feelings to your Sagittarius' attention, he or she will be amazed to learn that this comment hurt you so much. Sagittarius are blind to their harsh honesty. Just ask your lover's friends who had to develop the ego-armor to protect themselves. Because this person is your lover, you are more vulnerable and easily hurt, so beware. Sagittarius won't mend his or her ways (he or she doesn't even know what the problem is), so it may come down to figuring out just how many comments you can take in a given period, before you'll give up. This could be the single most difficult aspect about the Sagittarius personality for you to accept.

In matters of business and finance, you both groove on the same frequency. Working together on a business venture could be fun and profitable. Sagittarius lights up your house of joint resources and money gained, and you light up Sagittarius' house of daily work and service. The two of you are just made to work together on something! Sagittarius' intelligent, influential friends could provide the key you need to start this project, so don't hesitate to ask your beloved for help!

Sexually, your lover's firesign could spark the flaming love affair you've dreamt of. Sagittarius crave more than just a purely physical experience, but as an earth sign you are passionate and sensual but not particularly spiritual or romantic. Your earthiness prevents you from getting carried away, which is exactly what your Sagittarius wants. The lack of this extra depth of feeling will have your intellectual lover pondering what's up, but he or she may never really figure it out. You will be wondering why your sweetheart is scrutinizing your relationship so closely. If this should come up, realize that you should try to be a bit more romantic and sentimental.

There may be other planets in your individual horoscopes that make this union work, but on the surface, you can see there will be obstacles. Still, your lover will make you feel less set in your ways, and will bring zest and a sense of discovery to your all-too-routine lifestyle. You will make many new friends and see much more of the world. In turn, you will give your Sagittarius a solid foundation, with wise advice and far greater security. If you both want to give this a try, you have many rewards in store.


Monday, October 24, 2005
Breath
23:06



2am and she calls me cause I'm still awake
Can you help me unravel my latest mistake
I don't love him and winter just wasn't my season.
Yea we walk through the doors so accusing their eyes
Like they have any right at all to criticize
Hypocrites you're all here for the very same reason.

Cause you can't jump the track
We're like cars on a cable and life's like an hourglass glued to the table,
No one can find the rewind button girl
So just cradle your head in your hands.
And breathe, just breathe, whoa breathe just breathe

May he turned 21 on the base of Fort Bliss
Just today he sat down to the flask in his fist
Ain't been sober since maybe October of last year
Here in town you can tell he's been down for while
But my God it's so beautiful when the boy smiles
Wanna hold him but maybe I'll just sing about it

Cause you can't jump the track
We're like cars on a cable
And life's like an hourglass glued to the table,
No one can find the rewind button boys so cradle your head in your hands
And breathe, just breathe, whoa breath just breathe

There's a light at the end of this tunnel you shout cause you're just as far in as you'll ever be out
And these mistakes you've made
You'll just make them again if you'll only try turnin' around

2am and I'm still awake writing this song
If i get it all down on paper it's no longer inside of me threaten' the life it belongs to.
And I feel like I'm naked in front of the crowd
Cause these words are my diary screamin' out aloud
And I know that you'll use them however you want to.

But you can't jump the track
We're like cars on a cable
And life's like an hourglass glued to the table,
No one can find the rewind button now
Sing it if you understand...yeah breath
Just breathe, ohho breathe.


Sunday, October 23, 2005
Saving Face
10:35


went to watch this movie with woon, sharon, ryan & sharon. The show's actually not bad at all though it's quite predictable.. majority of ppl who watch this show r Plus.. so woon was happily seeing who's guy & who's butch.. crazy eh.. as usual she's got nothing to do.. haha.. had a haircut yesterday.. look like a punk now as said by woon.. mistaken as a guy by my mom's friend.. goodness.. but as far as i noe.. i look neat.. :D if i do take any pictures.. maybe i'll post it up.. maybe only.. :p gotta go do my stuff now.. ironing of clothes (yucks!) & changing of bedsheet before my mom nags! tt's all for nw..


Thursday, October 20, 2005
Horoscope for today.. hmmmm...
00:53

The Bottom Line
It's out of character for you to race ahead like this -- don't leave anyone behind.

In Detail
The heavens have quite the agenda set up for you, starting bright and early this morning. That arrangement you've been working on almost nonstop for what seems like months will finally start to come together, due in no small part to the fact that you haven't had more than a few hours sleep at one in at least that long. Still, sleepless or not, if anyone can keep their eye on their dream, it's you. Don't worry. A few more sleepless nights ought to do it.

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The Bottom Line
By not making this decision, you're wasting time. Make your choice and move forward.

In Detail
You may not win the lottery, but it's still going to be tough to beat the absolutely magical grab bag the universe has packaged up for you. It's not just 'gifts' in one department that are all wrapped up, either. There are several, including love, money and maybe even career. Your only admonition is to avoid signing anything that's irreversible -- not just yet. For now, enjoy your run of luck, and keep your eyes open.


Friday, October 14, 2005
how ice-cream was made...
16:06



Monday, October 10, 2005
If you are my love
21:42

Kiss me sweet
I'm sleeping in silence
all alone
in ice and snow

In my dream
I'm calling your name
You're my love

In your eyes
I search for my memory
lost in vain
so far in the scenery
hold me tight
and swear again and again
we'll never be apart

If you could touch my feathers softly
I'll give you my love
We set sail in the darkness of the night
out to the sea
to find me there
to find you there
love me now
if you dare...

Kiss me sweet
I'm sleeping in sorrow
all alone
to see you tomorrow

In my dream
I'm calling your name
You're my love...
my love...


Wednesday, October 05, 2005
hmmmm...
10:29

The Bottom Line
Emotional intensity can be uncomfortable -- but holding back may be a mistake.

In Detail
You've been doing some long, hard thinking, you've got plenty to say, and it's all quite intense. In fact, you're also up for a bit of detective work, even -- no, especially -- when it comes to an intimate relationship. Now, because this is an intimate relationship, someone may erroneously think they 'have you where they want you.' Of course, you'll be the person in the perfect position. If you want to be fair, mention that at the outset of the conversation. Or not ....


Tuesday, October 04, 2005
Greatly Missed
07:54

A Fathers touch, A Daddy's kiss,
A grieving Daughter, You're greatly missed.

An empty house, An empty chair,
A fathers love, No longer there.

A broken heart, Tear filled eye,
Another soul to fill the sky.

Many memories in my mind,
Some I laugh, Some I cry.

The times we shared, The laughs we had,
Things I miss when I think of you Dad.

Realizing that's all I have to hold on too,
Only memories, Of what once was you.

Missing your laugh, I will never again hear.
That is the reality that fills me with so much fear.

No more smile on your face,
No more warmth of your embrace.

The last hug, The last kiss,
The last "goodbye" leaves me with one last wish...

To have you Dad, here today,
Never to leave your Daughter this way.

A Father's touch, A Daddy's kiss,
A grieving Daughter, YOU'RE GREATLY MISSED!

by A.R


Saturday, October 01, 2005
I'll be there for you
09:30

I guess this time you're really leaving
I heard your suitcase say goodbye
And as my broken heart lies bleeding
You say true love it's suicide

You say you're cried a thousand rivers
And now you're swimming for the shore
You left me drowning in my tears
And you won't save me anymore

Now I'm praying to God you'll give me one more chance, girl

I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you
When you breathe I want to be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what a love can do
I'll be there for you

I know you know we're had some good times
Now they have their own hiding place
I can promise you tomorrow
But I can't buy back yesterday

And Baby you know my hands are dirty
But I wanted to be your valentine
I'll be the water when you get thirsty, baby
When you get drunk, I'll be the wine

I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you
When you breathe I want to be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what a love can do
I'll be there for you

And I wan't there when you were happy
I wasn't there when you were down
I didn't mean to miss your birthday, baby
I wish I'd seen you blow those candles out

I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you
When you breathe I want to be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what a love can do
I'll be there for you


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