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Monday, September 27, 2010
Sometimes, the best way to stay close to someone you love is by being just a friend. -Lauren Willig
Friday, September 17, 2010
All night staring at the ceiling
counting for minutes I've been feeling this way
So far away and so alone
But you know it's alright
I came to my senses
Letting go of my defenses
There's no way I'm giving up this time
Yeah, you know I'm right here
I'm not losing you this time
And I'm all in, nothing left to hide
I'm falling harder than a landslide
I spend a week away from you last night
And now I'm calling, calling out your name
Even if I lose the game, I'm all in
I'm all in tonight, yeah I'm all in, I'm all in for life
There's no taking back what we've got
Too strong, we've had each other's back for too long
There's no breaking up this time
And you know it's okay, I came to my senses
Letting go of my defenses
There's no way I'm giving up this time
And I'm all in, nothing left to hide
I'm falling harder than a landslide
I spend a week away from you last night
And now I'm calling, calling out your name
Even if I lose the game, I'm all in
I'm all in tonight, yeah I'm all in, I'm all in for life
I want it, I want it, I want it
I want it, I want it, I want it, yeah
I want it, I want it, I want it, yeah
And I'm all in, calling out your name
Even if I lose the game, I'm all in, I'm all in for life
And I'm all in, nothing left to hide
I'm falling harder than a landslide
I spend a week away from you last night
And now I'm calling, calling out your name
Even if I lose the game, I'm all in
I'm all in tonight, yeah I'm all in, I'm all in for life
Yeah I'm all in, I'm all in for life
Saturday, September 11, 2010
Had a dream about her..
seems so real..
Even by keeping myself occupied with stuff..
I'm still missing her so much..
Sunday, September 05, 2010
It's been 12 days since i last saw her..
Yes i've been missing her so much ever since..
Is it really good for us not to meet each other anymore?
To be just acquaintances only?
Yes i miss the times when we're so close and happy..
As she says.. Expectations is what destroy what we had..
Sitting back and reading the letters and postcards she had written to me..
Can't help but feel sad and reprimanding myself for what has happened..
Since yesterday i made up my mind to let it go..
It is sad that we cannot go back to what we used to be..
But now what i feel now is..
I am happy that i get to share 3 months of her life..
Being there with her, watching movies, trips to JB, our food hunt adventures, great adventures at work..
Sharing her deepest thoughts, feelings and nonsensical stuffs..
She makes me feel whole again during those times..
Someone that i could share my inner most thoughts and feelings..
When you wake up in the morning.. you know that it is going to be a great day..
Cos no matter what shit happens at work it is all gone when you get to hear her voice..
The meetups and lazing at home watching movies playing games..
The walk we had after the gong bao braised frog legs..
and many many more memories..
All these memories will stay forever in my heart, soul and mind..
I sincerely thank you for all these..
Be it if we ever get to meet each other again..
I will never ever forget you..
I kiss your heart..
Wednesday, September 01, 2010
sometimes even when you love someone so much..
you got to let her go when she is not happy with you..as what ppl says when you are willing to let go and that's what you call true love..
But sometimes you can't help to be selfish..