You will never know true happiness until you have truly loved, and you will never understand what pain really is until you have lost it.
Monday, September 08, 2008
Heal My Broken Heart
15:40
How long will it last?
How long before that empty feeling fades away?
You try to go about your daily routine,
try not to think about it too much.
But it keeps coming back, sweeping over you like a wave - that feeling in the pit of your stomach - you suck in a big breath of air. How long am I going to feel this way?
13:26
it seems like my life has come to a halt..
i'm lost.. i'm lonely.. i feel so out of place.. no aim.. no purpose..
what the hell am i doing.. why is she affecting me so much..
WHY?
03:45
have you ever have moments when someone u truly love and care about.. be it good or bad.. when she leaves you.. you are hurt.. tears keeps falling down..
but one day.. whenever you think or misses her.. your heart aches so much still.. but tears don't fall anymore? or should i say.. it's all 'dried' up?
that's what i'm feeling right now..
Saturday, September 06, 2008
08:08
i don't think i can ever forget her..
she has carved her name permanently on my heart..
till the day that if i ever get to meet her..
or if we ever get back together..
then my heart will learn to love again..
Friday, September 05, 2008
15:41
Ever has it been that love knows not its own depth until the hour of separation.
- K.G.
Thursday, September 04, 2008
16:42
it's been 3 days..
still missing her..
still loving her so much..
it felt like 300 years has passed
it's as though time has stopped moving..
maybe my heart has stopped beating
ever since the day she say goodbye..
Wednesday, September 03, 2008
05:43
Every hour, every minute, every second my mind is filled with thoughts of her the happy moments, the bad moments flashing through my mind the intimate thoughts we shared the connection we have in such a short time being able to read each other minds completing each other sentences tears keeps falling down when i'm alone lying on my bed the kisses we shared the hugs, the way we looked into each other eyes everything was so good while it last if loving you is so wrong why did we fall for each other in the 1st place?
Money is the root of all evil...
04:54
a day has just passed.. and i'm still missing her so much..
sigh.. now with more time for myself.. i'm gonna fully concentrate on working on full force on my agency thingy.. maybe a good start to go for my studies part time? i dunno.. cos the last minute decision makes all my plans back to square one.. which is kinda irritating.. but wad to do.. shit happens sometimes.. maybe this is a sign for me to do back full time on my own company.. there's talks of business for my company.. but i do not want to give myself to much false hope..
i hope that she understands that with this new situation, the main thing that i promise her will have to be hold back.. so in love with her.. can't wait to see her again.. missing her so much.. *sigh*
