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Wednesday, February 28, 2007
Pissed off day
03:47

was happy when having dinner at chomp chomp follow by having some non-alcoholic drinks and chat.. later the bomb came.. with a irritating and fucking violent man tt came along and put a dent on my car!


fucking pissed off day for me.. KNS!


Tuesday, February 27, 2007
Got drunk!
18:16

was drunk last night.. very badly.. with pissed off friends and someone else.. urgh damn it!


Monday, February 26, 2007
Oh Women!
18:41

why does women love to play the fishing game? is it really that fun? why can't they just say whether they like you or dun? doesn't tt make life much more easier? not all ppl have the time and patience for this kind of game! urghhhh.. wad am i saying i a woman too.. BAH!


Compatiable?
03:18

Snake and Monkey

The conjunction of the homosexual Snake and the homosexual Monkey has its ups and its downs, but will work itself out okay in the long run. These two have reservoirs of intellectual identity and good friendship that have barely been tapped yet. The Monkey's controlling nature will find some resistance in the stubborn Snake occasionally, but this is for the best and can be easily ironed out with a heart-to-heart talk, or two, or three.

At rock bottom neither Sign will wish to insult or alienate the other over the petty concerns of everyday life. The Snake has more of a nesting instinct than the Monkey, so it will be up to the latter partner not to disrupt the home atmosphere so carefully concocted by the former. As ever, the key word here is politeness.

Taurus and Scorpio

These two personalities have a few things in common: they have ambition to burn and the attention span to carry out their grandiose schemes for world domination, and they are also faithful to their sexual partners. This latter characteristic may backfire, however, as the homosexual Scorpio is so protectively suspicious of their partner, the homosexual Taurus half of the equation may be stifled beneath loving care that they are more inclined to dish out than to take.

The concomitant benefit, however, will be a sex life of megalomaniac proportions, the likes of which might earn these two a few gold medals at the Olympics. Sex can only solve so much, and in the end the soul destruction of these two is assured.


Friday, February 23, 2007
Women that I love! :D
19:10

i dun know why i'm putting up this post in the 1st place.. just wanna do it lah.. :D
this are the few women whom i've been lusting since i noe who they are.. not in particular order..

Jessica Alba - my one and only love.. she's the real hot babe that got me going hot since the flipper days *drools*

Angelina Jolie - the weird one but with the sexy sexy lips she have makes me just wanna kiss her senseless, spend a week(or maybe more) on bed with her.. woah!!

Jada Pinkett Smith - dunno why i like her so much.. she just caught my eyes and then wham bam i'm hooked.. haha lucky Will Smith!

Nicole Kidman - she's just has the grace to make me fall for her.. her role in moulin rouge sealed tt heart of mine to her.. *haiz*

Sarah Shahi - the HOT HOT BABE that alwaes make me 'boil' in the L word series.. her eyes can just burn a hole right through my heart.. you've got me!


Wednesday, February 21, 2007
The Game Of Love
15:56

the game of love.. it's either a smooth sailing or a mountain full of 'barriers' that you encounter when you play the game.. dun you think that whenever you like someone that particular someone will either have interest or no interest in you.. excuses they always give.. it's not you it's me or there's no chemistry or i'm not ready to commit blah blah blah.. goodness, it's like a rehearsal of common 'acting'..

sometimes i come to think of it.. why do i bother bout it? why do ppl fall in love, just to get hurt in the end? phrase from a song - lovers to friends, flames to dust, why do all good things come to an end? the song is nice but it's quite a very sad kind of song, like the end of the world kind after you break up/things come to a bad end kind..

put the sad stuff behind.. gonna start on my gym tomorrow.. gonna work out with a personal trainer, robin gonna laugh at me when i start to get muscle aches cos i did it the last time when he just started. Clare gonna be my wardrobe consultant, and woon gonna get me to EAT SLOWLY! LOL.. think it's gonna be fun.. and soon there'll be a 'NEW' me.. will do a before and after pictures.. haha


lastly ROBIN and WOON PLEASE PLEASE NO MORE SUPPER!! i'll 'die' ok!!


the beginning of the 'new' me.. phrase 1 to start tommorrow..


Sunday, February 11, 2007
Brain Racking day!
22:51

Have you ever encounter a day when it's like so weird everything you do or think it's like on a standstill? it's like one moment i felt so lost one moment i felt so weird.. it's like so irritating, damn it.. can't even find words to describe how i really feel. URGH!

Do i wan to start a new chapter to move on and find someone new? it's like I'm so so new to it, how to chase after someone? to get to know someone all over again? is she the one? Will she dislike/reject me? i really hate that kind of feeling.. but that's the part and parcel of life if u ever wan to find a life partner or someone to be in ur life u noe the impt one.. nothing in life is easy.. you might like the one person but the person might not like you at all or u found someone u like and so does she but just that the timing is not right cannot be together.. or the person u like has too many ppl going after her.. tt one point u feel even if u like her do u have the chance? the competition is so great which means that the other ppl have much much better standards than you, u can't help to feel inferior or even find that u're not suitable for her.. boy how i hate this.. then there's one point that you r so worried is that if u ever tell her that u like her then things dun work out, you basically lose the friendship cos it's gets so awkward that it's just wasn't the same as befor e u told her u like her.. maybe i think too much.. i really dunno..

really feel like SCREAMING OUT LOUD!!! let's just see how it goes.. damn i really hate this! #@$*&^%$#^@&$#&#%


Saturday, February 10, 2007
The Illusionist
05:46



It's a very nice show.. go watch it!


Saturday, February 03, 2007
What Hurts The Most
04:42

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do


Thursday, February 01, 2007
Don't know why
12:50

I don't know why my feelings are so strong.
It's as if some giant crane jerked me aloft
And swings me through the softness of the night.

I don't blame you if you're scared, for so am I.
It's as if I'm deep beneath the sea:
Though life is vivid, I can hardly breathe.

Free me from my anguish; come with me!
The two of us can wing across our skies
Gliding where we will in joy and love

-NG


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