i've drawn a house but too ugly to show u guys.. so i just tell u wad they say bout my personality...
Based on your drawing and the 10 answers you gave this is a summary of your personality: You are sensitive and indecisive at times. You are a freedom lover and a strong person. You are shy and reserved. If you've drawn a cross on each of windows, you always want to live alone. Once you have a problem, you need a friend with you. Your life is always full of changes.
You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create it wherever you go. You have a strong personality and you like to command, influence and control people.
You added a flower into your drawing. The flower signifies that you long for love. It also safe to say that others don't see you as a flirt. You don't think much about yourself. click here to try it!
What is your past life?
02:43
try this if u wan to mine is quite weird.. but i was a man.. haha
Your past life diagnosis: -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I don't know how you feel about it, but you were male in your last earthly incarnation.You were born somewhere in the territory of modern Ukraine around the year 1375. Your profession was that of a preacher, publisher or writer of ancient inscriptions. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Your brief psychological profile in your past life: Timid, constrained, quiet person. You had creative talents, which waited until this life to be liberated. Sometimes your environment considered you strange. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- The lesson that your last past life brought to your present incarnation: It always seemed to you that your perceptions of the world are somewhat different. Your lesson is to trust your intuition as your best guide in your present life. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------
One of the Neoprints i took with my recent good friend Huirong. did not get my scanner up till today.. then huirong not free to upload it so i upload 1st lah..
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
A moment of hurt..
19:33
got my ex on the line today.. she just got back from Kl.. then she told me that she has settled down at last.. ROM! i congrat her naturally.. wishing her happiness and everything that's good.. ask her when is she gonna hold her wedding dinner, she said most prob when the weather gets cooler and stuff.. i said when it's confirm do tell me i'm sure not gonna miss that day.. then we did not tlak long cos she's out having dinner now and to call her back later to talk..
actually when i know, my heart has this aching feeling, though it's painful, i'm actually very happy for her.. i've reach to a point that when you love someone so so much, that as long as she's happy even though it's not with me is this wad u call love? i really dunno bout that.. i really dunno anything anymore..
wad happen this few days
12:59
had a new hairstyle, saw her again and found out that i still got feelings for her, hate cramps! became a workaholic! want to go for a short break but it's postpone again! then i think it will be a long long time before i cantake a break anymore cos mom's gonna keep my weekdays occupied for 5 weeks.. *sigh*
Monday, April 16, 2007
What Good Is Love?
03:11
I waited for your love in hope, That ours would come again, And make me feel the things I felt, When we were one, back then.
But time and distance have erased, The things I wished anew, And now I find myself alone, Though I am here with you.
What good is love, that does not touch, What good is love, that gives you pain. What good is love, that makes you run, And makes you lost out in the rain.
I traveled to another world, Out far beyond the one we knew, I thought that I could live again, And now I find I'm back with you.
But what of hearts that beat as one, And what of passion and embrace, Is it too much to ask of you, To make these tears of mine erase.
What good is love, that does not touch, What good is love, that gives you pain. What good is love, that makes you run, And makes you lost out in the rain.
Too painful this - to journey back, To times of love and laughter free, The times we lay together with A sense of you , a sense of me.
So now, I journey on alone, Forever wandering, in my thoughts, And I shall ask you once again, What good is love.
by - S
Thursday, April 12, 2007
*sigh*
22:14
me work = me burnt out
left out?
03:51
have u ever felt so abandoned or left out when u step into a place where everyone u noe ignores u? actually i felt it today, it was quite fucked up.. and i hate it so much..
wad a fucked day for me..
Tuesday, April 10, 2007
wad a day..
04:25
went out to do my errands today, got my new specs (haha really love it!) then went back home to cook, went down to the niteclub to do camera man.. sang birthday song to suay cui. then went to meet suay cui, robin, melvin and chris at serangoon gardens.. then adjorn to suay cui's place for some more drinks and crappy jokes.. now back home doing my paperwork.. taking time off to write this entry..
lastly..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU MY SUAY CUI!! (WHERE'S MY 4D NO???)
why? this question have been going through my mind ever since i've found out bout it.. found out not from her but from other ppl bout certain things..i should have known from the start that she's not worth the time and effort of the things i've done for her..but wadever it is.. we've practically stop talking and contacting each other for quite sometime.. we're drifting apart, slowly not understanding her at all.. saw her today.. bought the video cam down for fion and supposed to take something from fion today but i came too late and she was out with customer liao.. only tomolo then i can get it from her.. waste my time going down there anyway.. i dunno wad i'm actually writing now.. my mind is quite jumble up right now.. can't seem to write anything anymore after wad i heard from someone.. i think i shall stop right here and then..
Saturday, April 07, 2007
sigh
23:21
went for a makan and drinking session with ah tan and rhys today was actually quite tired today.. was 'squashed' in between them cos they do not wan me to fall asleep.. had the jumbo laksa the ingredients was shiok and had white wine after tt.. rush over to city plaza later to pick up my jacket.. then send fion to work had my dinner at the niteclub.. and then i saw her practicing her dance moves for michelle's show.. she still look good, at least today she's with more energy today.. then now i'm at suay cui's place, cos my sis was hungry and there's food at suay cui's place the winter melon soup is superb! yummy.. hehehe later gonna have a secret meeting at jalan kayu.. till then...
Friday, April 06, 2007
hurt
15:18
been hurt badly by her that day still hurting but life still goes on thank god i've got good friends who r there for me i thank you guys!
Sunday, April 01, 2007
...........
03:25
it's been 2 days since we last talk or seen each other.. the truth just hits me right in the face.. she's really just playing with my heart.. is it that fun to do that? i guess i really wun noe bout that..
i'll continue to persevere on.. i noe i'll move on.. i just need more time..
