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They say it takes a minute to find a special person,
an hour to appreciate them,
a day to love them,
but then an entire life to forget them.
Have I found her?
I guess not... *sigh*
went out with robin and suay cui today
suay cui needs to buy clothes for her work
took neoprints together! boy do we look good eh!
met them later with chris and melvin
talk crap, with crazy jokes and smoking all the way
went for work after that
enter the niteclub
then they having the event of the month
so gotta wait for the time to be finished
saw her with 2 customers
then i realise is that the new person in her life?
later on she saw me, but someone got ahead of her and talked to me
but in jap lol very funny i dun really understand..
then after the singer left, she came to me and knocked me on my head
actually i got quite angry, but i controlled and kept quiet
watched the show which is actually quite fun!
'tiao huey tiao huey' $1000 more more more
later when it ends got my contract signed.. then went to one of the table to sit and have a few drinks, got irritated as in the place she sat was just behind me..
wadever she do with that person ends she will look at my direction.. (pissed arh)
after everything ends i gave fion a lift back who noes my problem
after i dropped her and was about to head home, fion called saying that her electricity is being cut off..
so she gotta stay over at HER place..
so went over there chit chat with her roommate michelle and fion
was about to head home.. she came back.. her expression when she saw me was SHOCKED..
cannot forget that
then i just picked up my stuff and i say i'm going off..
oh my.. why do i still like her so much! why can't i.. need more time!!
gonna go for gym tomolo.. work some sweat out! then i'll feel better..
Thursday, March 29, 2007
we quarreled today
due to some stuff for work
she saw a sms on her phone
she smiled..
that's when i noe
she found someone new..
Wednesday, March 28, 2007
this day onwards,
i'm gonna give up on u..
pls stop playing with my heart..
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
李圣杰 - 最近
20:09你最近不说话
怎麽了为什麽
是不是有什麽事让你不快乐
听说你最近很孤单
有点乱有点慌
可是我却不能够在你的身旁
你想要的
我却不能够给你我全部
我能给的
却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束
不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路
爱我却不能给你我全部
我能给的
却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束
不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路
这一次我们都能很幸福
Deceived
05:05Do my very ears deceive?
Or do I not choose to believe,
That a more beautiful voice was ever heard,
Even more so than a singing bird.
And those eyes, so bright,
Like two candles burning in the night.
Do my eyes deceive me too?
Or is it just, I am in love with you.
I embrace this feeling now, so strong,
I cast it aside for too long.
I show it now for all to see,
And maybe one day, you could love me…
C.P
Tuesday, March 13, 2007
She's so beautiful..
18:28met her yesterday afternoon at her place, bought food and drink for her.. while talking to her and watching her putting on her makeup, i realise that i alwaes love to watch someone i care/like bout putting on makeup.. there are moments that we're silent but there's just some comforting feeling there.. the smiles and the twinkle of the eyes.. *grinz* then i went downstairs to buy the empty dvd disc so to record her show tt night.. was bout to call her she call me.. haha tell me bout timing, send her to work cos she needs to get ready for the show tt night..
tt night went to pick robin up, then reach the place.. went to the bar table to sit and ordered a jug of beer.. then i saw her walking towards me.. WOAH! my heart skip a beat or should i say a few beats!! so beautiful.. *sigh* couldn't really talk to her cause she needs to entertain customers before her show..
and then the show started, so i kept quiet most of the time cos of recording, the mic is very senstive one.. after it ends she came over, i whispered in her ears, recorded everything including when u cried on stage.. all i get from her is a slap on the arm then she went away.. robin and i slowly chug the beer then when i was talking to someone she came from behind and GRABBED MY BUTT!! kns.. will revenge on her when i meet her tomolo for shopping.. *grinz*
RVD2
03:19
Sunday, March 11, 2007
This is weird
06:31she called me at 5:03 in the morning..
she: wad you doing?are u home?
me: yeah i'm home. why?
she: ok.. do you noe where can i find 7-11 downstairs my place?
me: there's one next to the UOB there..
she: ok
me: you run out of ciggies issit?
she: no..
me: then you wan me to come over issit?
she: no... i just wanna go buy ciggies..
(pause)me WTH she's talking bout?!?!?!
me: if u wan me to come down, u gotta give me 1/2 hour..
she: no it's ok i go sleep liao
me: ok then good night bye
she: night and bye
dun you think is weird that someone u like call u in the wee morning and ask u where's the nearest 7-11 to buy ciggies?and then ask you where are u?
1/2 hour later i called her.. ask her whether she has went down to buy ciggies yet.. she gonna sleep since her roommate let her go.. then i say ok.. i'll wake her up later for work.. weird day eh..
Saturday, March 10, 2007
wad a movie
15:49went to watch movie yesterday with friends, the show music & lyrics.. guess wad i actually fell asleep halfway through.. haha yes yes i snored luckily suay cui woke me up.. then after that went to party world to sing karaoke..
sang my favourite songs then i was quite bored so i msg her.. she replied and i called her.. she told me her roommate and another friend of theirs wanted to drink beer and dun let her sleep so i left the karaoke place to save her lah.. but in the end when i left her place to meet my friends again, they dun let her sleep spoil the reason of why i go down also.. *grrrrr*
been going out late everyday.. did not get home till early morning.. time to change this pattern.. it's affecting me life.. mom complaining.. die lah
Tuesday, March 06, 2007
mustafa night
06:07went to work today and totally forget to bring my wallet got a message from woon saying wan to go down mustafa or not.. then i called robin to ask if suay cui and him wanna come along or not.. so in the end all say ok..
then i went to east coast to pick suay cui up.. why i call her suay cui is becos i told her i forgot to bring my wallet out, the next thing she say is everytime someone forgot to bring wallet out sure kenna road block one.. then when heading back home.. really dman suay kenna road block.. then suay somemore kenna ask to park one side.. si be SUAY leh.. then after that i started to call her suay cui loh!
went to pick robin up and then on to mustafa.. bought a couple of stuff, went for supper or should i say breakfast.. then send ppl back home then home for me.. very sleepy now actually gotta wake up in less then 2 hours.. OH MAN!! i'll die..
Monday, March 05, 2007
wad should i do..
02:16went to see auntie irene last friday.. when she look at me, and she look at the cards that is being taken out.. 1st she said u've been hurt very badly.. so lost in direction , bout the girl i like now.. she me if i do not wan to get hurt again from her, pls do stay away from her.. she's actually actually a very nice girl but due to influences from outsider.. she tend to be led on by 'them' and to hurt me badly.. it's so sad that whenever i tend to fall or like someone bad things always comes in my way.. damn it! so i asked her on my career which she says dun worry u're happy on wad u're doing right now.. in 2 years time will be the time where you're able to do even better.. as for my love life that i'll meet the someone who will not make me feel sad anymore is around the same time when my career kicks off.. so 2 more years of singlehood i ask? she says that there'll be women in my life but they will always make me feel sad..
i dunno why but whenever i'm just lying on my bad stoning her face just appears in my head.. and i just unknowingly smile to myself.. wad do i really liek bout her..
1. her beautiful smil'e
2. her bo chup bo hwee attitude
3. her art of flirting
4. her voice (especially when i call to wake her up)
5. her seriousness in her work
6. her way of eating
7. her way of walking
8. her idiotic sense of humor
9. her blur face when she wakes up
10. her appreciation of music
11. her caring of friends
12. her twinkle of her eyes that always brings a smile in my heart
13. her way of making me look in her eyes, making me 'melt'
14. her way of making me so comfortable whenever i'm with her
15. her way of making me insanely jealous
woah long list there's actually more.. but i just can't write it on the list.. damn i think i'm really falling too deep.. somebody help me!!