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Wednesday, April 26, 2006
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04:01

Click on this to choose wad u really think of me eh..


Monday, April 24, 2006
horoscope for today
14:09

hmmm.. i'm now at the toyota service centre for my 5000 trip servicing.. while waiting for it, make use of their free internet to surf abit.. while looking at my friendster profile, and happen to glance by the horoscope,

The Bottom Line
Today you'll feel a sense of responsibility for something that's not your affair.

In Detail
So, what's been happening in your love life lately? A good place to start, when you answer that question, is with yourself. Whether you're single or solidly committed, how are you feeling? Connected, disconnected? What are your expectations of a relationship? What are your expectations of a life? Do you think people are meant to be together or are fundamentally alone? How do expectations play out in the way you relate to others? Food for thought, eh?

hmmm.. so so true.. i'm in a dilemma now.. dun noe wad i really wan also, friends' advice r still the same.. dun think bout it blah blah let nature takes it own course.. now most impt is to earn more money!! *grinz* yeah i noe that.. haha who doesn't wan to live life comfortablily? i've still gotta wait 1 hour plus for the servcing to be done!! argh.. then i'm meeting agnes in town.. she's the one that's 'out of this world' person i noe.. str8foward like me, blunt to the core! hehehe i hope she doesn't read this if not arh 'cleaver time' for me man.. LOL

today will be the day whereas the bookworm will go back home! (please go back for good!! DUH!!) then it'll be peaceful for me till the 5th may.. though it's havoc day for me on sunday night.. have not chose the venue.. but it's gonna be a never drunk will never go back night.. hellday for me eh.. hope i wun get too pissed drunk eh.. *pray hard* that's all for now..


Sunday, April 23, 2006
Have you ever?
03:09

Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry?
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night?
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right?
Have you ever?

Have you ever been in love
Been in love so bad
You'd do anything
To make them understand?
Have you ever had someone
Steal your heart away?
You'd give anything
To make them feel the same?
Have you ever searched for words
To get you in their heart
But you don't know what to say
And you don't know where to start?

Have you ever found the one
You've dreamed of all your life?
You'd do just about anything
To look into their eyes?
Have you fin'ly found the one

You've given your heart to
Only to find that one
Won't give their heart to you?
Have you ever closed your eyes and
Dreamed that they were there

And all you can do is wait
For that day when they will care?

Have you ever?

by B


Saturday, April 22, 2006
What's your True Color?
14:07

Take this test at Tickle


Your true color is Green!


What's Your True Color?

You're green, the color of growth and vigor. Good-hearted and giving, you have a knack for finding and bringing out the best in people. Green is the most down-to-earth color in the spectrum — reliable and trustworthy. People know they can count on you to be around in times of need, since your concern for people is genuine and sincere. You take pride in being a good friend. For you, success is measured in terms of personal achievement and growth, not by status or position. Rare as emeralds, greens are wonderful, natural people. It truly is your color!


Brought to you by Tickle


Friday, April 21, 2006
03:54




Thinking of getting dopod 900.. wad do you guys think? post comments pls.. thanks!


Thursday, April 20, 2006
some of the pictures i took when i was in Chongqing
02:41

At a Coffee house having my neverending Earl Grey Tea.
Food I had for lunch! :D
Dumplings that she made for me to eat! *grinz*





for the rest of the photos.. click here for my friendster's profile


Tuesday, April 18, 2006
Fort Minor - Where'd You Go
17:54

Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone

She said somedays I feel like shit
Somedays I wanna quit and just be normal for a bit
I don't understand why you have to always be gone
I get along but your trips always feel so long
And I find myself trying to stay by the phone
'Cause your voice always helps me to not feel so alone
But I feel like an idiot, working my day around a call
And when I pick up I don't have much to say, so

I want you to know its a little fucked up that
I'm stuck here waiting, at times debatin
Telling you that I've had it with you and your career
Me and the rest of the family here singing

Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
Please Come back home

You know, the place you used to live
Used to barbeque with burgers and ribs
Used to have a little party every halloween
with candy by the pile but now
you only stop by every once in a while
Shit
I find myself just filling my time
With anything to keep the thought of you from my mind
I'm doing fine and I'm plannin' to keep it that way
You can call me if you find that you have something to say
And I'll tell you

I want you to know its a little fucked up that
I'm stuck here waiting, at times debating
Telling you that I've had it with you and your career
Me and the rest of the family here singing

Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
Please Come back home

I want you to know its a little fucked up that
I'm stuck here waiting, no longer debatin'
Tired of sittin and hatin' and making these excuses
For why you're not around, and feeling sorta useless
It seems that one thing has been true all along
You don't really know what you've got till its gone
I guess I've had it with you and your career
When you come back I won't be here and you can sing it

Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
Please Come back home

Please come back home
Please come back home
Please come back home
Please come back home


Rainy day
15:58

ppl usually says that when it's raining it's alwaes the best time to sleep/nap.. but right now.. it's raining heavily & i'm currently at my mom's friend's spectacles shop.. writing this post of mine.. feeling so tired mentally & physically, but i can't sleep at all.. gonna make my appointment with my therapist for my facial & message hehehe must pamper myself liao.. monday sending the car down for the 5000 trip servicing.. dun feel like going back home & face the four walls.. feeling like kenna cramp in 'jail' like this.. feel like running away from everything.. but i can't as the 1st breadwinner of the house.. without me working, bills will be unpaid blah blah.. *sigh* wad to do.. family more impt then myself.. now waiting for the rain to get lighter.. then i'll head home to unpack my luggage!! can u believe it sat till now i've not unpack my stuff yet.. GOODNESS GRACIOUS!! :/ i shall surf for awhile now.. till then i shall stop here..


pissed!
02:23

have you ever have a day when u just got pissed so easily? yeah.. i had that for the past few days since i came back.. OMIGAWD!! i just feel like strangling that one person!! had never felt so pissed like this before.. affected my mood so much that i've got a bad headache.. workload is enough must you add more stress to me? have you ever spare a thought for me? i guess not as this wouldn't have happen if you care? arh.. wadever.. not gonna talk to her on msn or even call her at all.. see how long i can take it yeah? *cross fingers* thank god she does not understand english and she can't get to my website at all.. so i can rant on and on without her knowledge! *evil grinz* i can't seem to find my software for my videocam.. can't download the pictures at all.. i shall dig for it again when i finish work later.. gotta sleep as got an early morning job to do.. i shall stop ranting and get my beauty sleep.. goodnight all.. :/


Sunday, April 16, 2006
One of these again.. De-stress, De-stress
17:26

Message:
1. My mummy once said:
Why do you need to choose the brand of car when u r very lucky to have a car to drive around.. WOAH that kept me quiet.. :X

2. Never in my life have I:
tell the girl i really love that i love her?

3. The one person who can drive me nuts..
that's her and only her

4. High School is/was:
a passing cloud.. now my life is just starting.. :p

5. When I'm nervous:
I'm very very quiet..

6. The last time I cried was:
ehh.. does tearing counts? if it does that will be the night i left china.. :P

7. If I were to get married RIGHT NOW my bridesmaids/groomsmen would be:
Hell.. can i get married with her? LOL

8. My hair is:
short with highlights..

9. My feet are:
size 6 1/2 to 7 1/2

10. When I was 5:
I love to pretend that i'm a race car driver..

11. Last Christmas:
was alright cause i think i did not do much.. was quite boring

12. When I turn my head left, I see:
my room door
13. When I turn my head right, I see:
my window
14. When I look down I see:
my keyboard

15. The craziest recent event was:
having to enjoy the one week in china where i can just smoke anywhere in the house..

16. By this time next year:
expand my business & enjoy traveling to japan with her

17. I have a hard time understanding:
sometimes what she really really wants.. woman have very complex mind.. lots of layers to uncover!!

18. One time at a family gathering:
me & my nephew took crazy pictures together

19. If I won an award, the people I'd thank is:
God, my mom, my sis, my friends and lastly her

21. Take my advice:
when i'm very very serious.. :D

22. My ideal breakfast is:
preparing a perfect breakfast for my love one in bed & feeding her..

23. If you visit my hometown:
you get to see my messy room! haha!

24. Where do you plan to visit anytime soon:
that should be japan next year with her..

25. Boys are:
buddies & enemies.. LOL

26. I'd stop my wedding if:
it will save her life or to give her a lifetime happiness (i noe it's stupid k!)

27. The world could do without:
narrowminded people, be more open can legalise Gay/lesbian marriage everywhere!!!

28. Most recent thing you've bought yourself:
a polo sports jacket, photo album, and photo casing

29. Most recent thing someone else bought you:
psp games (my singer) & a official Subaru jacket (her)

30. My favorite kind of day:
spending the whole day snuggling beside her.. kekeke

31. My favorite store is:
Kinokuniya, car accessories shop, starbucks

32. My favorite ringtone is:
still having the same ringtone.. dun have time to change

33. The last time I was high:
the 1st night when i was at china, drank with her tequila 1/2 bottle finished within an hour.. was nursing our heads the next whole day at home..

34. The person who I last text to told me:
about work again.. blardy hell!!

35. I shouldn't have:
not told her i love her

36. Last night:
played my psp game till i couldn't take it no more

37. A better name for me would BE :
dunno, any suggestions?


wad a long day..
17:22

got back yesterday morning at 5 plus but need to get to ICA to do work.. did not get to to sleep till bout 2pm.. one happy thing is one of my singer got me 3 psp games.. haha for my birthday.. and she got me my Official Subaru waterproof/fireproof jacket which i love so much!! *grinz* i guess it's back to routine work for me AGAIN which is so so boring.. did not wan to come back actually.. LOL but cannot cos alot of work waiting for me loh.. can't wait to print the pictures i took at china.. will update again by then when i've got it..


Friday, April 14, 2006
NO MOOD!!
18:52

don't have mood to update anything.. cause tonight i'l be leaving and back to singapore to slogged again.. cheesepie.. gonna work like one siao char bo again..


Thursday, April 13, 2006
Fairies are female
15:30

Message: A married couple in their mid 60s were out
celebrating their 35th wedding

anniversary in a quiet, romantic restaurant.
Suddenly, a tiny yet beautiful

fairy appeared on their table and said, "For being
such an exemplary

married couple and for being faithful to each other
for all this time, I

will grant you each a wish."



"Oh, I want to travel around the world with my
darling husband" said the

wife. The fairy waved her magic wand and - poof! -
two tickets for the

Queen Mary II luxury liner appeared in her hands.



Then it was the husband's turn. He thought for a
moment and said, "Well,

this is all very romantic, but an opportunity like this
will never come

again. I'm sorry my love, but my wish is to have a
wife 30 years younger

than me."



The wife and the fairy were deeply disappointed,
but a wish is a wish... So

the fairy waved her magic wand and - poof! - the
husband became 95 years

old.



The moral of the story: Men who are ungrateful
bastards should remember

that fairies are female.



hahahahah....


Monday, April 10, 2006
3rd day
23:43

did not do much today.. was lazying in bed till afternoon time.. shower and we went for lunch.. after that go get the speakers for her new comp.. as usual gotta fix it up for her as she noes nuts bout computers.. hehehe.. thank god she does not understands english.. *evil grin* so whenever i'm angry with her i'll scold her in english vice versa when she's angry with me she use her native language.. bleah! (for those who noes my story, *hint hint* OH MAN HOW I HATE THAT BOOKWORM! Grrr) after that we went to her friend's shop got a sweater as the weather will get colder soon.. went to have dinner together with her friend's family.. did not eat much cause there's actually one food which i tried that makes my tongue NUMB!! yikes! so i kept drinking soup & eating vegetables.. after a while we went grocery shopping, bought some local delights for bringing back home..


now waiting for her to watch dvd together.. shall update again then..


2nd day of trip
11:53

got out of the house at last.. went for breakfast/lunch at the famous dumpling place.. food was ok.. had the 'cold noodles' & dumplings.. met up with her auntie at teh coffee house to pass her some stuff, i had my usual earl grey, which is refillable..it was like neverending tea for me.. LOL.. one bad thing that happen over there was when the waiteress tried to clear the glasses.. she broke one and wasw spilled over her auntie's jeans.. goodness.. luckily was nothing bad.. just apologising profusely, left that place & went to have a walk as she describe as the same as wad's like in orchard road.. went to the IT mall.. bought her blank cd & dvds discs.. split up with her auntie & uncle (whom we met later) so we went walking to the carrefour for grocery shopping.. it was like an oven over there.. bought wad we needed.. but can u believe it there's spaghetti to buy but no readymade sauce.. luckily there's tomato paste & puree, so we could whipped up the sauce & it was delicious, rent some dvd's to watch dirty love which is a slepstick comedy & nanny mcphee which i obviously love it.. it's really good.. guys if u have time watched it.. then i cooked french toast to eat.. which is good too.. haha.. slept at 5 plus in the morning, not having enough sleep at all.. will update more again can't think of anything anymore.. :)


Saturday, April 08, 2006
ChongQing Trip
20:50

Have reach chongqing @ 11 plus last night.. she came and fetch me.. went straight to her place to settle down.. the weather is wad i like the most cooling and windy.. but need to get thicker clothings as the temperature will drop by next tues.. will be doing my work, shopping blahblah.. will be going to the market tomolo with her.. we shall be cooking.. :) i'll be making my favourite soup.. peanut & chicken feet soup.. yummy hehehe.. might be going out tonight maybe for supper.. cause she did not eat much as both of us got major hangover from drinking 1/2 the bottle of tequila within 1 hr? thank goodness i never puked.. but she did.. with my major drunkness, help her with her puking and then tucked her in bed.. then we slept.. remind me not to overdrink again.. URGH!! alwaes hated the hangover feeling.. bleah!

that's all for now.. waiting for her as i'm writing this, need to teach her english.. till then i'll update this blog for now..


Wednesday, April 05, 2006
Business Proposal
11:32

this is funny.. got this from the bulletin of friendster.. Ronald is the one who post it..


Johnny wanted to screw a girl in his
office.....but she belonged to

someone else...



One day Johnny got so frustrated that he went up
to her and said

i'll give you a 1000 dollars if you let me screw
you....but the girl said

NO.


Johnny said I'll be fast, I'll throw the money on
the floor, you bend down, I'll be finished by the
time you pick it up.


She thought for a moment and said that she would
have to consult her boyfriend.....so she called
her boyfriend and told him the story.


Her boyfriend says ask him for 2000 dollars, pick
up the money very fast, he won't even be able to
get his pants down. So she agrees and accepts the
proposal.

Half an hour goes by and the boyfriend is waiting
for his girlfriend to call.

Finally after 45 mins the boyfriend calls and asks
what happened......


She said "THE BASTARD USED COINS!!!"


Management lesson:

ALWAYS CONSIDER A BUSINESS PROPOSAL
IN ITS ENTIRETY!


Tuesday, April 04, 2006
so, what have i done so far in 2006?
21:57

saw this on Amanda's blog so decided to post it here too...

so, what have i done so far in 2006?

[x] broken a promise
[x] made a new friend
[x] fell in love (sigh)
[x] fell out of love
[x] done something you swore never to do (yah.. got a toyota ALTIS car.. so against that car man)
[x] lied
[ ] stole
[x] went behind your mom's back
[x] cried over a broken heart
[x] disappointed someone close (i'm really meant that i'm sorry.. start afresh?)
[x] hidden a secret
[x] pretended to be happy (as usual)
[ ] got arrested
[ ] kissed in the rain
[ ] slept under the stars
[ ] gotten in a fight
[ ] kept your new years resolution
[x] forgot your new years resolution
[x] met someone who changed your life (Yeah.. and i love you for that!)
[ ] met one of your idols
[x] changed your outlook on life (quiet times are good)
[x] sat home all day doing nothing (done that only once.. other than that never)
[ ] pretended to be sick
[ ] left the country
[ ] almost died
[x] drank myself retarded (when i'm not driving.. must have a good time mah)
[x] lost someone close to you
[ ] been to the hospital
[x] gotten closer to someone (hope that it gets better..)
[ ] streaked ( its a trademark)
[x] cried over someone
[ ] broken up with a gf or bf
[x] given up something important to you (my life due to work)
[x] talked on the phone all night
[x] learned something new about yourself
[x] tried something you normally wouldnt try and liked it(n more 2 come?*wickedsmile)
[ ] made a change in your life
[x] found out who your true friends were (yup.. thanks guys!!)
[x] made a total fool of myself (especially infront of someone i like/love)
[x] met great people (oh yeah!)

that's all.. maybe u should post it on ur blog too? cheers!


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