ppl usually says that when it's raining it's alwaes the best time to sleep/nap.. but right now.. it's raining heavily & i'm currently at my mom's friend's spectacles shop.. writing this post of mine.. feeling so tired mentally & physically, but i can't sleep at all.. gonna make my appointment with my therapist for my facial & message hehehe must pamper myself liao.. monday sending the car down for the 5000 trip servicing.. dun feel like going back home & face the four walls.. feeling like kenna cramp in 'jail' like this.. feel like running away from everything.. but i can't as the 1st breadwinner of the house.. without me working, bills will be unpaid blah blah.. *sigh* wad to do.. family more impt then myself.. now waiting for the rain to get lighter.. then i'll head home to unpack my luggage!! can u believe it sat till now i've not unpack my stuff yet.. GOODNESS GRACIOUS!! :/ i shall surf for awhile now.. till then i shall stop here..