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Sunday, January 29, 2006
this is fun..
12:11

was just browsing through through the web and i found this website.. it's like a fighting kind of concept flash thingy with a mixture of matrix in it.. quite fun, if u r free try and watch/play it..

XiaoXiaoMovie



HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!


Friday, January 20, 2006
wad my cards tells me today..
21:50

was feeling out of sorts this few days.. was so down till i want to be ALL ALONE actually.. ultra stress with work.. worry here worry there.. being the ultimate SENSITIVE person.. which if i'm someone else i find that i way too crazy! so here it is my tarot reading for my secret question..

how you feel about yourself now (The Hanged Man)

You feel a little confused and perhaps fearful because you sense or know that there is someone or something you need to give up to be able to move on. This self-sacrifice isn’t always clear - you may not even know quite what or whom you should give up. This is a time of passage from one phase of your life to another and The Hanged Man can signify a time of spiritual development too. Perhaps you need to try and look at things from a different prospective.

what you most want at this moment (Temperance)

The cards suggest Lucus, that what you most want at this time is some peace and harmony, a sense of control and to feel that life is flowing again. Perhaps you have been, or still are, going through some tough times regarding a relationship, financial worries or some other kind of loss. Take heart that peace will be restored - this is a time for you to be calm and patient and life will soon have a sense of normality again.


your fears (The Empress)

You are feeling insecure, perhaps have money worries, as a parent you may have concerns over your children, or perhaps it's an unplanned pregnancy. There are people around you who love and care for you and they will give you support. Try not to be over protective and do not resort to emotional blackmail, it won’t do you any favours.

what is going for you (Wheel Of Fortune)

Call it fate or destiny but the run of good luck or good fortune you are experiencing or about to experience is mostly not of your doing - enjoy this time. If there seem to be a number of positive coincidences happening in your life this is known as synchronicity, go with the flow and trust it.

what is going against you (The Star)

This is a period of tension and frustrations, you feel pessimistic and fearful that your hopes will be dashed. Any bad luck you may be having is primarily down to your self-doubt and negativity. Have faith that your luck will change.

outcome (The Fool)

Open your mind and soul to new possibilities this is a time to realise your full potential, follow your instincts and act on your hunches. A time for spontaneity, fun and surprises. However, be mindful of being too impulsive - your decisions should be based on experience and knowledge of self.


Monday, January 16, 2006
sikin's bdae.. MOS day..
00:32

haha.. the MOS day.. went for mass before heading down there.. there was lots of ^&%!#$ happened, words or message not passed down to ppl correctly, ppl not being punctual blah blah blah.. but wadever it is all came down for sikin's bdae.. boy oh boy.. as i have to head home early (need to wake up at 7 plus in the morning!!), sikin was supposed to head down to MOS to get the tixs 1st but ended up me & my sis reach there 1st.. there's a NUS bash tt night.. so the tix before 10 was only @ 15 bucks with one drink.. which is considered cheap.. uh huh.. the place is HUGH! there's 2 levels, different rooms catering for different music.. blah blah.. let's just get to the point of wad i want to write! haha (sikin's gonna kill me!!) i ordered 2 bottles of beer & six shots of tequila nit.. drank it with sikin one after another.. then my sister joined in having another 3 shots with sikin.. with the beer sikin will get 'high'.. and i left the place not long after.. boy did sikin gets crazy.. she starts to talk nonsense.. dance like crazy.. 'dirty dance' with ppl.. it was very crowded so when she went around the place she told my sis.. ooops i touch that guy's butt... oooopss i touch that girl's butt.. when see chio bu she just walk to their direction.. she had fun but she PUKED plenty.. got to talk to her today.. she say never in her life she gets high before 12mn, got to talk to her today,she said now she having bruises on her cheeks.. i told her she might have gotten it when she's in the toilet puking.. haha.. tt's all that happen last night then.. sikin u can never get me drunk!! so no revenge on me eh.. :P


Saturday, January 14, 2006
Wad a day..
03:46

went to work on friday night with sikin... so while driving down towards tanjong pagar.. we stop by a bus.. then sikin saw a girl in the bus but couldn't see cos was blocked by the motifs on the bus.. then tell me chio bu leh chio bu leh.. i said sure or not.. she say yah lah.. the hair casading down so nice & straight..so i forwarded the car a bit.. guess wad.. turn out to be a guy loh.. *faint* sikin PAJIAO loh!! piangz.. major turn off wor.. after tt ended ip at yacht club @ tanah merah.. met up with sharon tan, woon & ryan.. played a few rounds of pool, sang some karaoke.. funny thing is.. there's a guy sitting at another table listening to us singing.. then later came over and talk to us.. woon entertained him so does ryan & sikin.. me & sharon ran away.. LOL.. tt guy keep kissing sikin's hand.. sikin freaked OUT!! LMAOL!! this i must tell everyone when sikin drinks beer just one glass will do.. she will get 'high' fast! then she will start to sprout nonsense, acting crazy.. will do that on her bdae.. which is on sat.. haha she's gonna get it from me.. MOS ON SATURDAY!! the newest club in town..


Thursday, January 12, 2006
horoscope for today
12:03

hmmm was going thru my friendster then i read my horoscope... hmmm will today be an interesting day for me? we shall see then... :D


The Bottom Line
It may seem like a waste of time, but any extra effort you make will be noticed!

In Detail
Several of your sign's most famous qualities will be called on now, and while many others don't have what it takes, you most certainly do. You'll need to be silent while others are babbling about absolutely nothing, to speak the truth when you're asked, and to recognize unfounded jealousy when you see it. Fortunately, those things come easily to you. Try not to be too smug as you watch others struggle to keep quiet about what they know -- and, even more obviously, about what they don't know.


Sunday, January 08, 2006
My Natal Chart
14:24


Got this from Jacyn's blog.. alwaes been wanting to have this chart.. now i've got it.. :)

Rising Sign is in 03 Degrees Scorpio
You tend to be quiet, reserved, secretive and, at times, quite difficult to understand. Others notice your deep emotions and feelings and wonder how to draw you out. Stubborn and tough, you fight for any position you believe in. You are very resourceful and formidable when you become angered or upset about something. You enjoy living life at the cutting edge -- for you life must be experienced intensely and totally. Quite courageous, you are willing to take calculated risks. Easily hurt by others, you often strike back with bitter sarcasm. Sensitive and curious, you are concerned with the deeper mysteries of human psychology. Once you have become interested in any subject, you pursue it with total fanaticism.

Sun is in 11 Degrees Taurus.
You are known for being patient, slow moving and careful -- you love to prolong and savor enjoyable times. You appreciate and need comfort, ease and warm surroundings. Be careful of a tendency to become placid and self-satisfied and to overeat (especially sweets). You require strenuous situations in order to grow and mature properly, even though you try to avoid them. Affectionate, even-tempered and slow to anger -- when you do become emotionally upset, you are also slow to forgive and time must pass before your calm returns. You demand real results from any situation -- abstractions are very difficult for you to comprehend. Very artistic, your hands love to mold and shape things. You portray an earthy, physical sexiness that others find quite seductive.

Moon is in 26 Degrees Libra.
Affectionate, warm and friendly, life must be a "beautiful" experience for you. Unpleasantness should be avoided at all costs. You tend to overlook other people's faults and you would rather give in than fight. You are uncomfortable with strangers, but at ease and sociable with friends and associates. Indeed, you would rather socialize than work -- you can use your prodigious charm to avoid unpleasant tasks. You need the support and assistance of another in order to get you started on any new project -- you are not a self-starter. Be careful of a tendency to be overly self-indulgent (i.e., lazy). Your refined aesthetic sensibilities attract you to music, dance, art and any other cultured activity.

Mercury is in 09 Degrees Taurus.
A slow and careful thinker, you like to present ideas visually and concretely. Abstractions are quite difficult for you to understand. For you, everything must be practical and useful in order to merit your attention. You are a perfectionist -- you enjoy being skillful enough to handle the dexterity required of fine craftsmanship. Cautious and conservative in your thinking, you are very slow to change your opinions. You are more apt to respond to an appeal to your feelings than to an appeal to logic or reason.

Venus is in 08 Degrees Aries.
You are a very affectionate person but you hate to be tied down. You are more than willing to be the aggressor in initiating new relationships. Indeed, once you have set your sights on someone, you tend to pursue him or her ardently and passionately. But you do demand your own way in a relationship. Try to give in to your partner's needs and desires once in a while.

Mars is in 03 Degrees Aries.
You are very independent and self-assertive, and you have lots of physical energy. You are not satisfied unless you can be the first to do something. As such, you are more comfortable in leadership positions than you are as an underling. When you are challenged by anyone for anything, you delight in the competitive process and will fight long and hard for your beliefs. You are bold and courageous and often act without thinking. At times, in your zeal to get ahead, you are tactless and offensive -- learn that cooperation with others can often bring you nearer to your goals quicker because of the support you will get.

Jupiter is in 06 Degrees Gemini.
You have a logical, detached, objective view of most things. Your interests are wide-ranging and you are an avid student, with expertise in many different areas. You love to work things out in your mind -- everything you do is reduced to an exercise in logic and reason. You have the ability to grasp abstractions and to deal successfully with the larger issues of life. Your overemphasis on developing your powerful intellect can cause your emotional and intuitive abilities to atrophy unless you consciously choose to exercise them.

Saturn is in 10 Degrees Leo.
Extremely self-reliant, you set very high standards of conduct and decorum for yourself, and you expect others with whom you associate to be that way, too. It is important that you had a strong father figure or role model early in life to mold your life course and direction. When you feel that those around you are unworthy or behaving badly, you withdraw, preferring solitude rather than associating with those who might besmirch your reputation.

Uranus is in 09 Degrees Scorpio.
You, and your peer group, demand to confront life at its deepest and most meaningful levels. Very compulsive and obsessive in your approach to everything, you will avoid anything that is casual or superficial, especially when it comes to relationships. You will seek out and explore new methods of healing as well as different ways to deal with deep-seated emotional problems.

Neptune is in 15 Degrees Sagittarius.
You, and your entire generation, are heavily involved in investigating and idealizing foreign and exotic intellectual systems and religious philosophies. The most extreme ideals will be pursued with gusto. You will be at the forefront of humanitarian attempts to improve the lot of those who are in need of assistance. You will be comfortable with the concept of the "global village."

Pluto is in 12 Degrees Libra.
For your entire generation, this is a time of radical changes in society's attitude toward marriage and interpersonal relationships. There is a general fear and awe at the power inherent in making emotional or contractual commitments -- they will not be entered into lightly.

N. Node is in 24 Degrees Libra.
You find it very difficult to be comfortable being alone -- you would much prefer to be in an environment where many people are working together toward common goals. Your charming and sincere approach to others assures your popularity -- you have the gift of being able to ease tensions just by your mere presence. You're the perfect "team player" willing to sacrifice your own importance so that the group goal can be accomplished. Be careful, however, not to become overly dependent on your interactions with others -- you have personal private needs that should not be neglected.


losing ur memories?
02:21




got this from my friend's blog who got it from Mr brown website.. find it funny cos i'm really losing my memories... *sobsobz*


Saturday, January 07, 2006
Technorati Link
23:57



Thursday, January 05, 2006
Nickelback - Photograph
16:44

Look at this photograph
Every time I do it makes me laugh
How did our eyes get so red?
And what the hell is on Joey's head?

This is where I grew up
I think the present owner fixed it up
I never knew we ever went without
The second floor is hard for sneakin' out

This is where I went to school
Most of the time had better things to do
Criminal record says I broke in twice
I must've done it half a dozen times

I wonder if it's too late
Should I go back and try to graduate
Life's better now than it was back then
If I was them, I wouldn't let me in

Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say
It's time to say it
Goodbye, Goodbye
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for

It's hard to say
It's time to say it
Goodbye, Goodbye

Remember the old arcade
Blew every dollar that we ever made
The cops hated us hangin' out
They say somebody went and burned it down

We used to listen to the radio
And sing along with every song we'd know
We said someday we'd find out how it feels
To sing to more than just the steering wheel

Kim's the first girl I kissed
I was so nervous that I nearly missed
She's had a couple of kids since then
I haven't seen her since God knows when

I miss that town
I miss their faces
You can't erase
You can't replace it
I miss it now
I can't believe it
So hard to stay
Too hard to leave it
If I could relive those days
I know the one thing that would never change

Look at this photograph
Every time I do it makes me laugh
Every time I do it makes me


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