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was out with my mom the other day when she relates me to this matter.. she went to a indian friend's house on deepavali with my aunts.. then was later told tt on the day my dad's body was being pushed in for crematation.. Her indian friend saw my dad waving goodbye to us.. Nodding her head towards him as a sign of acknowledgement..
when upon hearing bout this.. i remembered tt day when i actually breakdown & cried.. Till now putting a brave front but actually am so weak.. till now i still miss my dad loads.. problems tt i've been facing at work.. when everything's moving on fine.. idiotic problems keep popping up one by one..
yes i noe this is part & parcel of the work tt i'm in.. i noe i can take it.. but the stress level is really high up.. do i really need someone to be with me to support in wadever i do.. to go through thick & thin with me.. giving me solid advices.. knowing me well to noe how to handle me..
i think i'll never find anyone tt fits the requiements.. it's too much for someone to handle too.. maybe tt's why i'm still single & dun have any time for anyone.. let alone in having a gf.. *sigh* talking loads of rubbish nowsaday.. wadever it is.. I noe i can make it..
I love you dad..