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Tuesday, November 29, 2005
A Bend In The Road
20:58

Where does a story truly begin? In Life, there are seldom clear-cut beginnings, those moments when we can in looking back, say that everything started. Yet there are moments when fate intersects with our daily lives, setting in motion a sequence of events whose out-come we could never forseen..


N.S.


Saturday, November 26, 2005
100th day
16:44

today's my dad's 100th day.. went up to mandai to pray & chant for dad.. as wad they say he's in heaven.. & will protect the children & grand children.. kind of miss my nephew as have not seen him for 2 weeks.. will be accompanying him to the greens tomolo morning though.. have not seen him chip & putt yet..

on the 30th will be my medical checkup day.. make it as early as possible so that i'll be able to work later.. dunno wad's the result gonna be like.. as family history got - high blood pressure, heart problem & lastly diabetes.. with the rate that i'm going with my work.. my bro said i might have hypertension.. high cholestrol! see how it goes then..

on the 1st i'll be watching mercury rising - a tribute to freddy mercury of Queen.. won the tixs will be either watching with either sharon yick or woon.. as long got ppl accompany me go can liao.. hehehe looking forward to that! that's all for now.. need to get to church now.. YES! can see her again! hehe *grinz*


Fun Personality Prediction
00:00

IF you were born on the 1st, 10th, 19th, 28th of any month you are number 1.

If you were born on the 2nd, 11th, 20th, 29th of any month then you are number 2.

If you were born on the 3rd, 12th, 21st, 30th of any month then you are number 3.

If you were born on the 4th, 13th, 22nd, 31st of any month then you are Number 4.

If you were born on the 5th, 14th, 23rd of any month then you are number 5.

If you were born on the 6th, 15th, 24th of any month then you are number 6.

If you were born on the 7th, 16th, 25th of any month then you are number 7.

If you were born on the 8th, 17th, 26th of any month then you are number 8.

If you were born on the 9th, 18th, 27th of any month then you are number 9.


Number 1

You are smart, a straight talker, funny, stubborn, hardworking, honest, jealous on a competitive basis, kind hearted, temperamental, friendly, and popular. You always want to be on the top and most likely to be independent. You are most likely to fall in love at a young age, but will marry once you mature! You are likely to have problems with people who have opposite views and you are most likely to take revenge over your enemies in a long time basis. You are a spender, but you will have a good profession in the future. If you are guy you will be very popular. You can go anywhere from the local shop to the heart of the parliament because you are positive and talented in numerous areas. But in your life you will always have some people who will work hard to bring you & your name down. Because of your intelligence, some might hate you. You are a pioneer, independent & original your best! match is 4,6,8 while a good match would be with 3,5,7


Number 2

No matter what, every one will love you because you are ruled by the Moon. You day dream a lot, you have a very low-self esteem, you need to have a back up for every move in your life, you are very unpredictable. You tend to change according to time and circumstances, selfish, have a very strong sense of musical and artistic talent and powerful verbal communication. You can be sweet as an angel and can be ruthless when double-crossed. Some might say you have a sixth sense. You will become a poet, writer, an artist or a businessperson. You are not strong in love, so your relationship will be in disarray until you settle down. If you are a girl, you will be responsible for your family. If you are a man, you tend to get involve in fights & arguments in the family. You will sacrifice your life for your family. You are gentle, intuitive with a broad vision. You make a well-balanced person. You! r best match is 2, 5, and 9 no other people can put up with you!!!


Number 3

You are hardhearted and selfish most of the time. You always tend to have lots of problems within your family in the early stages but you will be able to cope with everything. You seem to have your way in everything. And from birth you would always have to work hard to achieve anything you want. You always make a point to set examples on others, especially the younger ones. Generally you are not a cool person. It's not easy dealing with you. A tough player you are! But once you are comfortable with someone, it will be a lasting friendship. You always earn respect from others. Your Ilk seems to have lots of worries and problems but they won't be for long. You will have brilliant kids! You love money a bit too much so temptation will push you to try endlessly. You will look after your family and help friends, so you will spend a life time just being generous and kind (except for men born on the 21 st). You love your freedom, creative and ambitious, a person who brings beauty, hope & joy to this world!!! Your best match 6 and 9. Good match 1, 3, and 5


Number 4

You are very stubborn, very hard working but unlucky in important matters in life, very cool and helpful. You might repel people away from you, you may cause nuisance to others if you area man, as you gifted are with understanding other people's problems. If you are a girl, you excel in your studies and arts. If you are a guy you spend most of your time with girl friends and you tend to have too much fun with your mates & girls.Your friends will spend your time & money and get on with their life and you will be left empty handed. So be careful! You love to spend. Your positive side is that you are always around to help family and friends. You always fall in love with those younger than you. You often live with disappointments but you will take good care of your family. You need to be careful of people who will take advantage of your kind heart. And beware of your relationships too. Yo! u are radical, patient, persistent, and a hit old-fashioned; you live with foundation & order. Your best match 1, 8. Good match 5, 6, and 7


Number 5

You are very popular and you can get things done only by talking. Even to your enemies! You are business-minded and like to do things spontaneously. You will be famous if you get involved in any business. Your friends and families will always ask for your help, and you are the one actually with the money to help your friends.You will have more than one relationship, but when you settle down you tend to be selfish. You tend to go for other relationships - even if you are married at times because of your popularity. You tend to get along easily with anyone because the numbers is a middle number. You love freedom and changes. You learn your life through your personal experiences. Your best match 1, 2, Good match 6, 8.


Number 6

Ooopppss.. you were born to enjoy! You don't care about others. I mean you always wanted to have a lifetime of enjoyment. You will excel in either education or business management! You are talented, kind (but with only people who you think are nice), and popular. All good things come easily to you. Your mind and body is just made perfect for love. You are loveable by any number. But if you are a number 6 men, you will be involved in more than a few relationships until you get married. If you are a girl, most of you will get married/engaged early. You are a caring person towards your family and friends. You are a person of compassion, comfort & fairness, domestic responsibility, good judgment, and after all you can heal this world's wounds to make peace for everyone because you have the great power and caring talent to take the world of love one step further.. Your best match 1, 6, and 9. ! Good match 4, 5


Number 7

You are realistic, confident, happy, and talented in education, music, art, singing, and most importantly in acting. You also have a bad temper! You value your family status a lot; you will be in the top rank when you reach a certain age. If you are a guy you are popular with girls. Most of the number 7s face lots of problems with their married life. Only a few are happy. You have everything in your life but with worries throughout your lifetime. You need to get ready looking for a partner rather than waiting. If you don't, then you might end-up being single. You are born to contribute to everyone's joy. Your best match is 2. Good matches are 1,4


Number 8

You have a very strong personality and people will find it hard to understand you. You are more likely to suffer in your younger years. You might be also the one responsible to look out for your family. You often suffer all the way through life. You will learn life in a very practical way. You are the one who will fight for justice and may even die in the war too. You are normally very reserved with a handful of friends and most of the time, live life alone and always prepared to help others. However, once you settle down, (which is often late), then your had lucks will disappear. You will face unexpected problems such as encountering poisonous animals, and accidents. You are highly- disciplined, persistence, and courageous, and it is your strength that will take you to success. You are a great part of a family team. You are a fighter! Your Best match 1. 4, and 8. Good match 5


Number 9

You guys are the most incompatible people in the world. You are so strong, physically and mentally. You often have big-aims. You will work hard and will think it's still hard to get there, even if you already have gotten there! Normally you suffer in the early age from family problems and generally you will have to fight in life. You are respected by others. You were however very naughty in your childhood, and often got beaten up by your parents and had been involved in fights and you seemed to have suffered lots of injuries. But when you grow older you become calm and will fall into the quiet and dignified macho type. Love is not an easy matter for you. You are however good in engineering or banking jobs because people always trust you. Your family life is very good, but you will always worry over your children. Your finer qualities are that you are humanitarian, patient, very wise & compassionate. You are born to achieve targets and serve every one equally without any prejudice. You are a role model for everyone. Your best match 3, 5,6, and 9. Good match 2


Friday, November 25, 2005
Taurus
22:00

TAURUS
Physical Appearance

·The women born during this period are of middle stature.
·The body is plumpy, the forehead - broad and the neck - thick.
·Taurean woman normally have a clean complexion, dark hair, bright eyes, well developed muscles,and broad shoulders. They have a nice and friendly way of interacting with others.

Mental Attitude
·You have lots of patience and can withstand great hardships. But when provoked beyond limits, you become wild with rage and no power can withstand you.
·Taureans are quite conservative and have a strong will power. They also show signs of laziness. ·You cannot be deceived into doing anything that you do not want to.

General Nature
·Women born under this sunsign have a very calm nature and can put up with lot of provocation. ·A Taurean woman speaks less and has a very strong will power . You have more moral and emotional courage than the average women
·It is easy for a Taurean woman to maintain harmony in domestic life and live a happy and enjoyable life. Very dependable and faithful , you are also a good cook and a very good homemaker.

Health·You are less sensitive to pains and normally enjoy strong health. But if you fall ill, the recovery will be slow because your recooperative power is slow and you seldom co-operate with the doctor due to your stubborn nature.
·Diseases effecting the throat and lower abdomen like tonsils, diptheria, throat infections colds, constipation trouble you. Pimples and sore eyes are also a sore spot for you.
·You should avoid cold stuff and maximise intake of green vegetables to remain fit and healthy. Long walks are best exercise for you and you should have sufficient sleep also. Money
·You are one of the few people who steadily earn and save money. You should be cautious while spending.
·You can have a strong temptation for gambling also. You can become a good broker/ money arranger/ banker. It is not uncommmon for you to measure your success only from your savings.

Romance And Sex Life·Taurus females are not outgoing types. They will prefer to kep themselves ocupied in their own affairs and still attract people.
·Once in love, you are very romantic and develop a strong attraction towards opposite sex
.However you are quite slow in reacting. Good surroundings with lot of open air and natural looks turn you on.
·Harmony of colours and especially pastel shades of blue and pink are your favourites. Generally, you are not jealous of other females.
·Taurus women have a large appetite for sex. Throat is the hotspot for you.

Marriage
·You take long time to select your partner, but once married you shall prove to be a devoted wife. Taurus women rarely divorce . You care a lot for your partner .
·Taurean women are good housemakers and do everything in a well planned and efficient manner. Food cooked by the Taurean women is often the best and they do show it well by throwing parties.

Ideal Match
·The partners born under Capricorn, Scorpio, Virgo, Cancer and Pisces sunsign are best suited for you.

Caution
·Women born under Taurus sunsign may become too lazy and get a tendency of taking life in a easy way.Being very fond of food, you gain weight very soon. This leads to showing down of general metabolism and a number of other problems.

Lucky Days, Numbers And Colours
·Lucky numbers for you are 2 & 8. ·Friday, Wednesday and Sunday are lucky for you.
·The colours most lucky for you are Pink, Blue and White.

Recommended Gemstones
·Emerald and Blue sapphire are the lucky gemstones for you. The gems should have a vibrant aura and should never have been worn before. The weight has to be decided as per your body weight and age.


Thursday, November 24, 2005
Personality Test
20:25

Your answers suggest you are a Strategist
The four aspects that make up this personality type are:




Summary of Strategists
Quiet, easy-going and intellectually curious
Use logical, objective thinking to find original solutions to problems
Think of themselves as bright, logical and individualistic
May be impractical, forgetting practical issues, such as paying bills or doing the shopping
More about Strategists
Strategists are quiet people who like to get to the heart of tough problems on their own and come up with innovative solutions. They analyse situations with a sceptical eye and develop ways of measuring everything, including themselves.


Strategists are the group most likely to say they are unhappy in their job, according to a UK survey.
Strategists are generally easy-going. They are intellectually curious and enjoy abstract ideas. Sometimes they like thinking of a solution to a problem more than taking practical steps to solve it.

In situations where they can't use their talents, are unappreciated, or not taken seriously, Strategists may become negatively critical or sarcastic. Under extreme stress, Strategists could be prone to inappropriate, tearful or angry outbursts.

Strategists may be insensitive to the emotional needs of others or how their behaviour impacts the people around them.

Strategist Careers
Strategists are often drawn to technical or scientific careers, where specialist knowledge is required. They also seem to enjoy jobs that involve long-term planning, abstract thinking or design.

It's important to remember that no survey can predict personality type with 100 percent accuracy. Experts say that we should use personality type to better understand ourselves and others, but shouldn't feel restricted by our results.

Try it if you want!


Wednesday, November 23, 2005
hmmmm...
19:26

been clearing my stuff in my room for the past few days.. then i got to the letters & cards from my exs, friends, long time friends.. looking through them one by one.. thinking bout the past.. how innocent it was.. letters from my very 1st ex.. i actually laugh and smile while reading them after so long.. but those r the past.. i started to throw all of them away.. need to clear everything before painting my room and buy new furniture.. Dad's 100 days is this saturday.. couldn't believe that he's gone for so long.. Miss him greatly yes i do.. when i get into problems with work.. i could only think if it's him how would he go bout it.. Mom says he's my guardian angel now.. he'll guide me along.. *sigh*

Been asked to go to KL next month during the christmas period.. still thinking bout it.. whether i should go for it.. ppl nagging at me saying when i'm gonna settle down.. haha.. i where got time that.. if it happens it will happen.. so wadever it is i leave it like wad ppl alwaes say let nature takes it's own course.. :)

lastly this i said to you.. you r important to me as a very close friend, i don't want to lose this friendship of ours. I'm sorry that i've been an ass.. Forgive me please..


Thursday, November 17, 2005
good show..
00:50

just finsih watching the HP4.. the show is only 2 1/2 hrs but i still find it short though.. but never miss out on the impt parts.. if u have read the book.. u'll understand the show.. there's a few parts tt was changed.. but overall the show's good.. better than the third movie.. but still lose out to the 1st movie which i liked best.. anyway i wun wan to say much cause ther's ppl who have not watched it yet! So happy watching!! =]


Wednesday, November 16, 2005
HP4
16:25

tonight is the night i'll be watching the fourth movie of Harry Potter! hehehe can't really wait to watch it! they've really grown up alot.. especially Emma Watson.. *grinz*


Hope it's better than the third movie though.. :/


Sunday, November 13, 2005
To
22:48

To love
all and possess no-one


To admire
all and desire nothing


To forgive
instinct and illusion
And preserve that which is precious


To remember
without condemning
Mid November is early Spring


To witness
The same sins repeated eternally
Justified by such weary cliches
Recycled as fashion


To realise
Your own is the only guilt you can usefully treat
- Anonymous


Saturday, November 12, 2005
Jay Chou - Nocturne
00:52






Tuesday, November 08, 2005
Marketing! hehehe
23:56

You see a gorgeous girl at a party. You go up to her and say, "I am very rich. Marry me!"

That's Direct Marketing.


You're at a party with a bunch of friends and see a gorgeous girl. One of your friends goes up to her and pointing at you says, "He's very rich. Marry him."

That's Advertising.


You see a gorgeous girl at a party. You go up to her and get her telephone number. The next day you call and say, "Hi, I'm very rich. Marry me."

That's Telemarketing.


You're at a party and see a gorgeous girl. You get up and straighten your tie; you walk up to her and pour her a drink. You open the door for her, pick up her bag after she drops it, offer Her a ride, and then say, "By the way, I'm very rich. Will you marry me?"

That's Public Relations.


You're at a party and see a gorgeous girl. She walks up to you and says, "You are very rich..."

That's Brand Recognition.

You see a gorgeous girl at a party. You go up to her and say, "I'm rich. Marry me" She gives you a nice hard slap on your face.

That's Customer Feedback..


Compliments of Rene & Dehui


Monday, November 07, 2005
19:19

Your Birthdate: May 2

You're so intuitive, it's like you have a sixth, seventh, and eighth sense.
You connect with others freely and easily - and you tend to have many best friends.
Warm and caring, it's hard for you to close your heart to anyone.
Affection is like air for you - you need to give and receive it to survive.

Your strength: Your universal compassion

Your weakness: Your unpredictable mood swings

Your power color: Mauve

Your power symbol: Butterfly

Your power month: February
What Does Your Birth Date Mean?


Saturday, November 05, 2005
The Third Eye?
14:20

was out with my mom the other day when she relates me to this matter.. she went to a indian friend's house on deepavali with my aunts.. then was later told tt on the day my dad's body was being pushed in for crematation.. Her indian friend saw my dad waving goodbye to us.. Nodding her head towards him as a sign of acknowledgement..

when upon hearing bout this.. i remembered tt day when i actually breakdown & cried.. Till now putting a brave front but actually am so weak.. till now i still miss my dad loads.. problems tt i've been facing at work.. when everything's moving on fine.. idiotic problems keep popping up one by one..

yes i noe this is part & parcel of the work tt i'm in.. i noe i can take it.. but the stress level is really high up.. do i really need someone to be with me to support in wadever i do.. to go through thick & thin with me.. giving me solid advices.. knowing me well to noe how to handle me..

i think i'll never find anyone tt fits the requiements.. it's too much for someone to handle too.. maybe tt's why i'm still single & dun have any time for anyone.. let alone in having a gf.. *sigh* talking loads of rubbish nowsaday.. wadever it is.. I noe i can make it..


I love you dad..


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