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went to see monica yesterday.. haiz.. told me lots of things... things that make me start to think whether wad have i been doing is it right is it wrong? choices i've make decisions i've made... is it right? making me reflect on things.. too many questions so little answers or should i say no answers? on my career having a good path but i'm side tracking from moving on.. wad i really wan in life? i dunno.. do i really wan to settle down on one girl or should i be alone and be free to do wadever i wan? is this job i doing now the correct career? or should i seek for one that i really wan? should i stay in s'pore or should i go out and explore the unknowns? haha i really dunno.. part of me wan to get out of s'pore and go to another place to relax and reflect.. hope the coming trip of mine does not bring me more problems.. i dun wan that to happen.. i wan to clear my mind.. i'm feeling damn "funny", weird at times.. brain not functioning sometimes.. should not go seeking for trouble monica said to me.. haha do i really do that? i really wonder.. should i be a hermit? so no troubles will come? but that will be running away from everything which is not my way of doing things now.. she told me i should lie to get out of this impending trouble.. she says i'm very imaginative should be able to spin a tall tale to get out of this trouble.. part of me wan to do that.. cause this trouble coming will bring me sadness, but part of me says fuck it just let it come.. i really dunno ARGH!! i really HATE THIS FEELING!!! damn it!
lastly she ask me to draw a card.. this is wad i draw,
Listening
Recieving information; making a conscious effort to bvear; to give heed; to take advice.
Drawing this card usually means you need to quiet your mind, become calm, and listen to the still small voice within you.
Pay attention and attend to details. Listen carefully to avoid misunderstandings later.
What are people around you saying? Are you so busy talking that you aren't really hearing what they are saying? There may be hidden messages.
Listen for what is not being said. Often unspoken words ring truer than those actually being said. Watch out for mixed messages with double meanings. Take note of "coincidences"
Become sensitive to your inner thoughts and feelings. Trusting your intuition is very imprtant at this time.
Listen to the true yearnings of your heart.
Watch for definite seqeunces od events that will help you make an important decision.
Perhaps a message from other dimensions of conciousness is forthcoming.
hmmmz.. maybe i should find one day be ALL alone.. to calm myself to listen to my inner voice calling out.. maybe i'll get the answers i wan maybe i'll noe wad to do next.. let's see how things goes for now..