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You are the tortured soul someone has stabbed you
in the back and you feel as if your heart is
full of nothing but cold blood
What are you? (10 different outcomes)
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Monday, June 27, 2005
You are a Samurai.
You are full of honour and value respect. You
are not really the stereotypical hero, but you
do fight for good. Just in your own way. For
you, it is most certainly okay to kill an evil
person, if it is for justice and peace. You
also don't belive in mourning all the time and
think that once you've hit a bad stage in life
you just have to get up again. It's pointless
to concentrate on emotional pain and better to
just get on with everything. You also are a
down to earth type of person and think before
you act. Impulsive people may annoy you
somewhat.
Main weapon: Sword
Quote: "Always do the right thing.
This will gratify some people and astonish the
rest" -Mark Twain
Facial expression: Small smile
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Wednesday, June 22, 2005
My japanese name is 石丸 Ishimaru (round stone) 蓮 Ren (lotus).
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stones taught me to fly
love taught me to lie
life, it taught me to die
so it's not hard to fall
when you float like a cannonball
-D.R.
Tuesday, June 21, 2005
The Blower's Daughter...
00:18and so it is
just like you said it would be
life goes easy on me
most of the time
and so it is
the shorter story
no love no glory
no hero in her skies
i can't take my eyes off of you
and so it is
just like you said it should be
we'll both forget the breeze
most of the time
and so it is
the colder water
the blower's daughter
the pupil in denial
i can't take my eyes off of you
did I say that I loathe you?
did I say that I want to
leave it all behind?
i can't take my mind off of you
my mind
'til I find somebody new
- D.R.
Friday, June 03, 2005
feel damn pissy today then went online to do a free tarot reading..
this is wad i got..
The Shadow Truth spread provides insight into your attitudes and hidden feelings. This spread is used when you are having trouble confronting something, or fear that you are concealing something from yourself. The Lovecraft Tarot is a tribute to the gothic writings of the visionary H.P. Lovecraft. It is the deck of choice for explorers of the macabre, and for posing questions that should never be asked.
The card in the center represents the attitude you assume. Deep One: Pausing to reflect. Surrendering to an experience. Adjusting to new ideas through sacrifice. Opening oneself to intuition and enhanced awareness. Letting go of past patterns and growing beyond them. Inner peace, faith, and serenity.
The card to the right represents the thoughts and feelings that underly your attitudes. Ace of Sites (Yuggoth): The seed of prosperity and material gain - perhaps as yet unseen. A new foundation from which to turn your dreams into reality. The need to focus on the practical and understand the dynamics of the natural world. May represent a gift, document, inheritance, or an unexpected opportunity for physical achievement.
The card at the top represents how your attitude is evolving and will evolve in the future. The Hounds of Tindalos: The path of destiny. Karma on a grand scale. An unexpected turn of good fortune. A link in the chain of events. Success, luck, and happiness.
The card to the left represents how others perceive your attitude. Azathoth, when reversed: Apathy, negligence, and dangerous carelessness. Unquenchable wanderlust. Obsession with someone or something. Losing all sense of proportion. Foolhardy adventuring and lack of interest in critical matters. Immature or unrealistic ideals. Strange impulses and desires coming from unexpected sources. Vanity, delirium, folly, and oblivion.
The card at the bottom represents what you cannot confront or are hiding from yourself. Seven of Tomes (The King in Yellow), when reversed: Failure to stand up for your beliefs in the face of a hostile majority. A self-fulfilling fear of failure or embarrassment. Great challenges met with cowardice. Quarrels, perplexity, and indecision at a crucial moment.
hmmmz... i shall think wad i should really do from now then...
Wednesday, June 01, 2005
went to see monica yesterday.. haiz.. told me lots of things... things that make me start to think whether wad have i been doing is it right is it wrong? choices i've make decisions i've made... is it right? making me reflect on things.. too many questions so little answers or should i say no answers? on my career having a good path but i'm side tracking from moving on.. wad i really wan in life? i dunno.. do i really wan to settle down on one girl or should i be alone and be free to do wadever i wan? is this job i doing now the correct career? or should i seek for one that i really wan? should i stay in s'pore or should i go out and explore the unknowns? haha i really dunno.. part of me wan to get out of s'pore and go to another place to relax and reflect.. hope the coming trip of mine does not bring me more problems.. i dun wan that to happen.. i wan to clear my mind.. i'm feeling damn "funny", weird at times.. brain not functioning sometimes.. should not go seeking for trouble monica said to me.. haha do i really do that? i really wonder.. should i be a hermit? so no troubles will come? but that will be running away from everything which is not my way of doing things now.. she told me i should lie to get out of this impending trouble.. she says i'm very imaginative should be able to spin a tall tale to get out of this trouble.. part of me wan to do that.. cause this trouble coming will bring me sadness, but part of me says fuck it just let it come.. i really dunno ARGH!! i really HATE THIS FEELING!!! damn it!
lastly she ask me to draw a card.. this is wad i draw,
Listening
Recieving information; making a conscious effort to bvear; to give heed; to take advice.
Drawing this card usually means you need to quiet your mind, become calm, and listen to the still small voice within you.
Pay attention and attend to details. Listen carefully to avoid misunderstandings later.
What are people around you saying? Are you so busy talking that you aren't really hearing what they are saying? There may be hidden messages.
Listen for what is not being said. Often unspoken words ring truer than those actually being said. Watch out for mixed messages with double meanings. Take note of "coincidences"
Become sensitive to your inner thoughts and feelings. Trusting your intuition is very imprtant at this time.
Listen to the true yearnings of your heart.
Watch for definite seqeunces od events that will help you make an important decision.
Perhaps a message from other dimensions of conciousness is forthcoming.
hmmmz.. maybe i should find one day be ALL alone.. to calm myself to listen to my inner voice calling out.. maybe i'll get the answers i wan maybe i'll noe wad to do next.. let's see how things goes for now..