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Monday, May 30, 2005

The Dante's Inferno Test

23:07

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Second Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level	Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)	High
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)	Moderate
Level 2 (Lustful)	High
Level 3 (Gluttonous)	High
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)	Low
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)	Low
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)	Very Low
Level 7 (Violent)	High
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)	Moderate
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)	Very Low

Take the Dante Inferno Hell Test

Sunday, May 29, 2005

22:00

today dunno why was feeling abit tired.. feeling weird too.. funny day lah huh.. went to causeway to watch Madagascar today with my sis, aaron and amanda.. the show was okay.. not as good as i expected.. but wadever it is i enjoy it lah.. haha got Jada lah lol... sexy voice eh.. :P yesterday after church met up with one whole group of ppl for dinner at fisherman village.. woon, sharon, ryan, my sis, siken, aaron, amanda, jayet and gracinia.. had our dinner there.. the food was okay.. best was the tofu.. yeah.. after that we split up my sis needs to go home 1st.. the rest of us went for a few games of pool over at tampines... was ok lah.. did not really play well.. dunno wad happen to me this few days.. everything i do also not okay.. like not myself like that... quite lost hmmmz... maybe shall make appointment with monica soon i guess.. see how i can fit my time for that.. after pool we went t the kopitiam near woon's place for a drink and chill out.. before heading home.. yeah.. that's all my blocked-head brain can rememeber for now.. till then i shall pen again huh.. this is for Amanda.. NEVER TRY NEVER KNOW... :P hehehe

Saturday, May 28, 2005

wad a title!

14:42

hmmmz.. it's been a long time since i blogged.. on my day to day events wad's been happening to my life.. so i've decided to blog today.. ticket to US is confirmed but i still need to book a hotel fro one night over at seoul... woon quite worried that i'll not be able to survive.. HAHA! got request to buy things when i'm there.. wad's with Levis jeans arh? really that good meh? Siken u owe me big time then! :P been sick since last week.. damn sianz loh.. nowadays been getting pissed off by my dad alot! dunno wad's with him now.. changes his mind so fast until i sometimes dunno wad he wants! wadever it is i still can take it! REN! yes ren! i've been having this weird feeling with me for quite sometime.. like as though i'm missing something or somebody in my life.. dunno wad it is still trying to figure it out.. who or wad it is.. can anybody tell me who it is? *sigh*

Monday, May 23, 2005

The best

21:19

Great friends are hard to forget
even though we have never met

you make me smile you make me laugh
you make my troubles cut in half.

we have never got in a fight
because we both know we are always right

from the good times and the bad
the happy and the sad

i'll always be there to catch you when you fall
to pick you up when you feel down

I'm your shoulder to cry on when times get tough
I'm the one you can hug when times are rough

you will always have a place in my heart
you're the one that keeps my life from falling apart.

Tuesday, May 17, 2005

I am afraid to love, and yet I love you

02:26

I am afraid to love, and yet I love you.
My fear is like a wall I walk right through.
The wall is there, and yet it doesn't stop me.
I need it still, and yet I still need you.

I know someday we will be in a field
Surrounded by the blessing of the sky.
I'll dance with all the freedom of pure joy,
Needing you without a reason why.

But now I'm still afraid that I might lose you,
That you might not accept my desperate need.
You make me laugh and cry and be completely.
You are the flower, I the slender reed.

Friday, May 13, 2005

I love you as my closest, dearest friend

01:06

I love you as my closest, dearest friend.
Girls and Girls can be just closest friends.
There is no passion greater than the one
That touches not the body but the heart.

You mean much more to me than someone who
I date and undate, want and then don't want.
They're the waves, and you are like a shore
Where I can sit and watch them kiss the sand.

Though I could not always be there in person
Please accept this tribute of mere words,
Poor substitute for all I am and have.

Wednesday, May 04, 2005

Lyrics of my background music

04:40

You And Me
LifeHouse

what day is it
and in what month
this clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up
and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time

cause it's you and me and all of the people
with nothing to do
nothing to lose
and it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you

all of the things that I want to say
just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping inwards
you got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here

cause it's you and me and all of the people
with nothing to do
nothing to prove
and it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you

there's something about you now
I can't quite figure out
everything she does is beautiful
everything she does is right

you and me and all of the people
with nothing to do
nothing to lose
and it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you

you and me and all of the people
with nothing to do
nothing to prove
and it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you

what day is it
and in what month
this clock never seemed so alive

Let's Make A Deal

04:32

You forgive me for liking you too much,
And I'll forgive you for not liking me enough.

You forgive me for missing you so,
And I'll forgive you for being so cold.

You forgive me for the loud racing of my heart,
And I'll forgive you for not hearing it.

You forgive me for playing your games,
And I'll forgive you for toying with my emotions.

You forgive me for finding you so attractive,
And I'll forgive you for not noticing.

You forgive me for raising you up so high,
And I'll forgive you for bringing me down so low.

You forgive me for wanting to be with you,
And I'll forgive you for avoiding me.

You forgive me for being so pathetic,
And I'll forgive you for taking advantage of it.

You forgive me for not being able to let go,
And I'll forgive you for never having latched on.

You forgive me for having hopes and dreams,
And I'll forgive you for crushing them.

Forgiveness brings inner peace.
Do we have a deal?

by Diane Blue

Monday, May 02, 2005

If I Could Make A Wish

22:29

If I could make a wish
And have it last forever and a day,
I would take you in my arms
And this is where I'd stay..
For there's no one else I know
That holds my heart like you,
And I know someday, baby,
You'll realize this is true.

If I could make a wish
Your lips would be on mine,
I'd slowly sip and savor you
Like only the finest wine.
For there's no one else I know
That gives me so much pleasure,
And I know someday, baby,
You'll see that you're my treasure.

If I could make a wish
Our bodies would unite,
There's nothing I'd love more
Than making love all night.
For there's no one else I know
Who gives me passion like you do,
And I know someday, baby,
All my wishes will come true.

If I could make a wish
I'd start by making things right,
I'd take away all your doubts,
And hold you through the night.
For there's no one else I know
That means as much you see,
And I know someday, baby,
You'll learn to trust in me.

If I could make a wish.
It would be just you and me,
No worries in the world,
Just happy as can be.
For there's no one else I know
Who with me, makes the perfect rhyme,
And I know someday, baby,
In another place in time.

If I could make a wish
I'd go to the next lifetime to be with you,
I know that you're my soulmate,
There's no doubt I know it's true.
For there's no one else I know
That is my destiny,
I know I'm meant for you,
And I know you're meant for me.

By Pamela

Sunday, May 01, 2005

Pictures of early bdae celebration!! haha

22:08

had a great time over at hyatt yesterday.. though everything was quite rush in the beginning.. but we had our fun yeah.. went for a swim and tan...went for karaoke then had dinner, stoned at the hotel room before heading towards Club 95 then a couple of pool games.. when back at the hotel my sis and her bf just fell asleep left only me ryan and siken.. So we played dai dee, blackjack, drinking beer & green tea... When those ran out.. We drank ice water... oh man.. ryan kept losing so ended up drinking lots of water.. haha! after that when we decided to sleep.. while sleeping we gotta make frequent trips to the toilet... hahaha esp ryan wor.. damn never bet with ice water huh.. hahahaha..