this is how i'm really feeling right now and then... wad should i take up? how am i gonna do that? will i able to do it? all these is right in my mind now.. so lost i'm feeling now.. wad should i do.. *sigh*
Whirling inside, emotions confused,
Staggering through to find some answers.
All I need is one simple answer,
One that unfortunately seems to ride away.
The mind refuses to let up,
The heart's heavy beyond words;
Meaning of ways seem to move on lost,
Nothing presents, nothing forth.
Try to keep mind at sane,
Wanes the truth, all a lie.
Fingers grasp thinning fog,
Deep within a silent crack.