been a while since i update my blog..
wad i do today hmmm... help ryan out with her work today with woon and sharon... Scanning an typing scanning and typing.. after that we went JB for shopping and makan.. whole day i was just thinking bout her... wad she's doing now, how's she's getting on with her life without me.. i noe i shouldn't but i just can't help it.. wishing she's back in my life.. really miss the times we had.. tha laughter, the sadness, the stoopid things we do, late night talking, almost everything we do together leave a mark in my heart.. missing her so much that it makes me feel so lost.. sometimes i dun even noe wad i'm doing.. heart is so numb, tears tt flowed till there's no more.. i noe i shouldn't be doing this.. should get on with my life.. it's easy to say but so so difficult to do.. tried getting my self submerge doing other stuff.. still cannot.. even my room reminds me of her.. sleeping on my bed.. playing with my computer.. helping her with her work.. talking to her on the phone.. those sweet smses to each other.. DAMN IT! she's affecting my life! hate that feeling.. hoping to hear her voice.. ARGH!!