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Have you ever been around someone
and just couldn't think?
Have you ever been around someone
lips, soft as a rose's pink?
Have you ever been around someone
heart as vast as the open sea?
Have you ever been around someone
together forever you wish to be?
Have you ever been around someone
into their eyes you gaze?
Have you ever been around someone
piercing the soul like the sun's rays?
Have you ever been around someone
and chose to run and hide?
Have you ever been around someone
scared of what feelins are inside?
Have you ever.........
Wednesday, February 16, 2005
The current lyrics of my background music.. 
English translation:
The candy-like amber dusk in the beautiful distant place
Your face without makeup, yet I have crazily fallen in love with
My longing and shadow have both been stretched out at nightfall
The ticket in my hand kept me company while I did my sheep counting
The fragrant mint-coloured lawn, like the shapeless wind
I could however remember well of your temperament and face
The cool air and coloured glaze has great transparency
Just like my love, which has been seen through by you
The bright sun above the fair-stall
I appeared quietly by your side
That flustered look on your face
I smiled and quietly admired
I withstood against the bright sun, just wanted to keep you in the shade
You leaning on my shoulder, breathed deeply feared of forgetting
Because of the silly fish-catching game that got us talking
Hoping our conversation would continue, the school fair would never close
The balloon in my hand, holding your hand swaying foolishly
Wanted to tell you something, but your eyes pretended to be busy
Wanted to taste both the sponge cake and jam at the corner of your mouth
The movie screening at the fair
We have made a pact to roam around the world together.
Friday, February 11, 2005
After that went to Mel's place to pick up woon's bdae present.. While we were there, smoking and chatting got to learn a new song bout BOOBS from Mel.. HAHA here it goes... (sing to the tune of Barney song...) Ne ne big big ne ne small small ne ne many sizes ne ne big big very juicy ne ne small small tasteless hahahaha
You strive to please others and compromise anyway you can.War or conflict bothers you, and you would do anything to keep the peace.You are a good mediator and a true negotiator.Sometimes you do too much, trying so hard to make people happy.
neoprint we brudders took together! hahahaha Brudders United!
FRIDAY HUH!~
13:09very sianz now as i've been coughing like siao for the past few days.. yesterday was the worst.. now my whole chest is hurting like hell.. *sigh* now got time to type before go work.. not been smoking.. cause i'll cough worst man.. yesterday was quite fun... sang karaoke at cineleisure, have dinner at yoshinoya.. though sick still can have fun right.. haha... gotta go liao will update again later.. *cough* URGhhhhh!
Monday, February 07, 2005
wad a sunday
01:03been a while since i update my blog..
wad i do today hmmm... help ryan out with her work today with woon and sharon... Scanning an typing scanning and typing.. after that we went JB for shopping and makan.. whole day i was just thinking bout her... wad she's doing now, how's she's getting on with her life without me.. i noe i shouldn't but i just can't help it.. wishing she's back in my life.. really miss the times we had.. tha laughter, the sadness, the stoopid things we do, late night talking, almost everything we do together leave a mark in my heart.. missing her so much that it makes me feel so lost.. sometimes i dun even noe wad i'm doing.. heart is so numb, tears tt flowed till there's no more.. i noe i shouldn't be doing this.. should get on with my life.. it's easy to say but so so difficult to do.. tried getting my self submerge doing other stuff.. still cannot.. even my room reminds me of her.. sleeping on my bed.. playing with my computer.. helping her with her work.. talking to her on the phone.. those sweet smses to each other.. DAMN IT! she's affecting my life! hate that feeling.. hoping to hear her voice.. ARGH!!
Friday, February 04, 2005
Frustrated..
02:26Had a huge fite with my dad...
it's so frustrating to try to explain how i really feel as he doesn't listen...
Feels like as though the talk we suppose to have is like nothing...
only he's right and wadever i say is so so wrong..
trying to make him understand but he keeps repeating wad he wants...
Is it so difficult to make him understand how i really feel..
I'm feeling so lost so sad so frustrated... Really feel like getting out of the country leaving everything behind and start anew somewhere out there.. but i can't.. i still got lots of obligations here tying me down.. *ARGH*
Thursday, February 03, 2005
Lyrics of my background music
Before I sleep...
01:49Went out to have supper with woon and ryan... The otak was nice! yummy!
Wednesday, February 02, 2005
lost in thoughts..
17:46Today i've lost someone important to me...
guess it's my fault, i did her wrong...
instead of helping i got her into a worst situation..
tears welled in my eyes while writing this post...
will be missing her very very much...
part of me wish that i could turn back the clock..
to be able to have another chance to start again with her..
Wad soul am i..
17:03You Are a Peacemaker Soul 
While you keep the peace, you tend to be secretly judgmental.You lose respect for people who don't like to both give and take.On the flip side, you've got a great sense of humor and wit.You're always diplomatic and able to give good advice.
Souls you are most compatible with: Souls you are most compatible with: Warrior Soul, Hunter Soul and Visionary Soul
sleeping time..
01:56got to finish watching dodgeball with my sis.. DAMN FUNNY siah... hahahahaha
been trying to do some background music for my blog but it's not working!! Damn irritating.. *Pif*
Will continue tomolo then cause will be very busy later cause got lots of work to do!! -_-
I'll be back! muhahahhaha
Tuesday, February 01, 2005
Feeling better
19:54today never work... very shoik..
been trying to make my blog look nicer? haha still trying...
got to solve one of the burdens on my shoulders... feeling much much better now
went to the pet shop downstairs to play with the owner's doggy.. so cute!! Licked me all over my face... haha (siao sure kenna pimples!! :P)
went to meet my sis at NP.. then spend most of the time at the comic shop, then buy her lunch then went to rent a dvd called dodgeball... waiting for her to bathe then watch together!!
for now will try to modify my blog to look nicer... :D
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13:21haha.. never in my life would i thought of doing this at all.. but sometimes you just want to do the impossible..
Life's been upside down for me this few days.. feeling very lost, out of focus, numb, pessimistic, f#cked up...
Just feel like running away from everything but i can't.. cause running doesn't solve the problems.. need to face the fact.. but have anyone feel that the limit is there and u just feel like throwing everythings aside and just shut urself up.. that's how i feel this few days..
Feels like i'm carrying a huge burden on my back.. it's getting larger..
Some feelings cannot be described in words..
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"Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength; loving someone deeply gives you courage" - Lao Tzu
Idiot looking at you!